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A Hard Habit To Break [MultiFormat]
eBook by KC Kendricks

eBook Category: Erotica/Gay-Lesbian Erotica/Romance
eBook Description: Every guy in the county knows Travis Templeton, the reigning stud of the local gay club scene, and vies for his attention. Travis wears his crown lightly, careful not to break any hearts. He knows what it's like to really love someone who doesn't love you back-at least, not in the way you want.

Heath Kelley made the biggest mistake of his life the night before his best friend Travis left for college. One small action snowballed into years of silent misunderstanding and empty distance. When Heath accepts a transfer that sends him to his hometown, he doesn't know Travis has moved back home, too. It doesn't take long for the men to reconnect.

Admitting they never stopped thinking of each other as "best friends" is easy. Forgiveness of past sins is easy, but confessing their secrets comes harder. When Heath discovers the truth about Travis' private life, the newly repaired bonds of friendship are stretched taut.

It's time for Travis to choose--the love of his best friend, or a life of being second best.

Genres: Gay / Contemporary

eBook Publisher: Amber Quill Press, Published: 2010
Fictionwise Release Date: November 2010


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"4.25 Stars!...If you're looking for a story with a lot of emotion, A Hard Habit To Break serves it up, and your heart will break for Travis and Heath who, despite having other lovers, only ever wanted each other...These characters were so emotionally charged I could feel the uncertainty between them, and KC Kendricks did a very good job building the tension....The book was well written and the characters were realistically drawn although I wished that Travis was not so mixed up all the time and emotionally fragile. If you like to read about characters who reunite after a long time apart, who are obviously still very much in love, and who light the pages on fire then you should definitely pick up A Hard Habit To Break."--Wave, Reviews By Jessewave

"...An amazing read with its strong emotion, pain and finally healing. Heath and Travis had so much emotion pent up in them that they needed to talk and they needed to accept each other for who they are. A story of growing and changing, love and acceptance...will tug at your emotions and having you rooting for a happy ending for these two. KC Kendricks is one author from whom I will be looking for more. Great job!"--Elise Lyn, SensualReads.com


He looked away, his gaze focused on some distant point only he could see. "I was eighteen, Heath. I wanted it to go away."

The ghost of his lips slid coolly over mine like they had so many times over the years, a phantom whisper that raised gooseflesh on the back of my thighs and buttocks. Travis fixed me with a stare far colder than my memories. His angry, hurt voice froze my insides.

"You had what I wanted, Heath. You were normal. You dated girls. You fucked girls." He sucked in a deep, difficult breath. When he spoke again, the anger was gone, but not the hurt. "Then you kissed me and brought the very thing I hated right to my bed. How could you do that to me? Why didn't you tell me you were really gay?"

Stunned, my knees wobbled, and I leaned back against his car before they gave out and I ended up on the pavement. Never had I imagined he felt such self-loathing. I hadn't seen it, but then I'd been just seventeen. Liking some girls muddied the water for me, and I never thought of myself as anything but straight back then.

What I felt for Travis was special, outside everything, and everyone, else. He was my best friend. I was a senior in college before I dared put a name to my sexuality and begin to accept what it meant. I took a chance he wouldn't shake me off and grasped his elbow. He trembled under my fingertips.

"Travis, I'm sorry. I didn't know. How could I?"

He shivered like he had a sudden chill. The anger left his beautiful eyes, replaced by a great sadness. "I'm sorry, too, Heath. I didn't know how to tell you. I thought you'd hate me. I thought you'd run away from me, then I ran away from you."

My chest ached. Thirteen years lost. "I could never hate you, Travis. There was a lot I didn't know about my teenage self. So much I didn't understand." I took a deep breath. "The truth is I'm bi."

His eyebrows drifted up. He blinked.

I nodded and rolled my eyes at him. "Don't look at me like I'm speaking a foreign language."

Travis swallowed, hard, his Adam's apple moving convulsively. "Um, sorry. Not that you're... Your mom... I mean, I thought... Is Dani a man or a woman?"

It was my turn to blink. "How'd you hear about Dani?"

"Your mother mentioned her."

Fuck. "Well, buddy, Dani is a guy. Daniel."

"That's not what I heard, man. Your mother thinks you had a live-in girlfriend."

I snorted. How was he going to handle this bit of information?

"Well, Dani is fucking hot in a skirt, and on the telephone, it would be easy to jump to several conclusions."

He blinked owlishly. "I see."

I doubted it. Dani did standup comedy in full drag regalia, and it was damn funny.

Travis slumped against the fender beside me, our shoulders brushing. "You still want to go get that pizza? I really have to eat something so my glucose level doesn't bottom out on me."

That sounded like my old friend. "Do you still run for fun?"

Travis treated me to a real grin. "Yeah. Gotta feed the machine. Do you still run?"

I shook my head. "It wasn't the same without you. Maybe I can get back into it, though. What do you think? Will you help me start training again?"

He looked pleased as he nodded. "Sure. It'll help us get to know each other again."

I leaned a little closer. "So, you're not going to blow me off?"

Travis drew back like I'd struck him. Too late I realized the double-entendre. I grabbed his arm.

"Oh, no. No, man, I did not mean I wanted...I meant you weren't going tell me to go to hell and then run away again."

His eyes narrowed. "What? I'm not good enough to give you a blow job?"

We'd veered into very murky waters, the potential for disaster suddenly and exponentially increasing. We'd just reconnected, and the only thing that kept me from throwing my arms around him and never letting go was fear he'd bolt again.

As for blowjobs, I'd go to my knees for him anytime he snapped his fingers and pointed at the spot, but I didn't dare tell him that for the exact same reason.

"Lord, Travis. Let's not talk about sex just yet."

To my surprise, he chuckled. "Heath Kelley, backpedaling. I'm amazed I lived long enough to see it happen."

"Laugh all you like. We can talk sex over lunch."

Travis turned to me, arms crossed over his chest, his hip against the car.

"No, Heath. We won't talk sex. You'll always be my best friend. Hell, you're more than that. I've missed you so much." He paused and took a deep breath. "Sex is off limits. I don't want to talk about it with you, and as friends, we're not going to do it."

He might think that, but I knew better.


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