Midwinter snowdrifts tumbled outside Queen Olwen's hall, almost to the eaves. Within it, huddled forlornly on limp straw, lay the Queen's white bear. Its harsh breathing rustled and rattled in its wattled throat until its fur, thinning and yellowed with age and firelight, shook. The elegant head, with its long, pointed muzzle and the crafty small eyes that were filming over now, lay in Queen Olwen's lap; and her own gaze was very far away.

At harvest, the bear had started to weaken. Already it was old, almost as old as the Queen's son, Mor, now half a world away while his father drilled him to rule an empire and forget his home in the Isles of Mist. It was older than Mor's sister, Gwenlliant, whose long, wayward hair the fire touched with a splendour that her mother did not see. At times, Gwenlliant thought that Queen Olwen had not seen much of anything since her return from Byzantium to take up her crown here, in her home, once again. Except, of course, her lands. And now her bear. It was twenty, and it was dying.

The harvest had been meagre, the stalks and husks dry. When the farmers came to cast the Straw Man into the fires that blazed on every hill, they had burned high, and will o' the wisps had danced down the slopes and disappeared in the depths of the forests.

Queen Olwen's amber eyes stared past the dying bear into the firelight. How fiercely the needfires had blazed that autumn. Their glow had made the ancient trees of the hawthorn nemet seem so sere and dark of leaf. A dreadful place! Gwenlliant had said, and, grown woman though she was, refused to enter. Olwen's bear had groaned, and crept into this corner of her hall, spurning food, turning its head away even from Princess Alexa, who had dwelt among the great bears, and who loved them.

The bear will regain its strength with the snows, she had reassured Olwen, her sister by marriage. But even when the silent, gentle snow fell, softening the harsh stubble that pierced each field in Penllyn of the Mists, the bear grunted and moaned. In winters gone by, the years when Mor and Gwenlliant were young, the bear would race them through the snow, pretending to nip at their legs. Now, the children were gone. Elen, Alexa's only living child, had withdrawn into her studies, her mother's daughter even to her silences. Of Olwen's own children, Mor had left for his father's city; Gwenlliant, though she remained in the land the Goddess had destined her to rule, was so remote that she, too, might as well be in Byzantium. Except, of course, when she tried to quarrel with Elen.

What had become of the loving children who had wrestled each winter with a bear the colour of snow?

Winter came, but now the bear refused to go outside. It lay in the straw, twisting and groaning as if its very bones ached. Its white fur dulled and fell out in patches. Yet it continued to follow Olwen about with its eyes until sight too began to fail, overwhelmed by the firelight, the shadow, and the aging of a queen who had once been so fair that bards sang that where she walked, white blooms fell and the fragrance of spring rose up to greet her.

Now the Queen smelled of faded petals. Weeds, most likely, Olwen chuckled dryly to herself. Her hall, bare now of feasts, smelted not of flowers but of ashes and the pungent herbs burned to purge the air of the smells of the bear's old age. No one complained. No one would. For the bear had been brought to Olwen as a cub by Audun Bearmaster in token of her right to govern; and it was dear to all who knew her.

The fire roared up as the hall's doors swung wide.

"Gereint!" Alexa leapt from her bench. Though her daughter Elen was older than either the Prince or Princess, and silver streaked Alexa's long black hair, she was as supple as any girl as she darted toward her husband. He embraced her with his good arm; with the other, which a wound, taken three years ago on top of an older injury, caused to stiffen each winter, he smoothed back the strands, the dark and the silver, which always slipped free of her braids. He kissed her, and the way Alexa went pliant in his arms made Olwen glance away. Despite the season, her face heated, Marric, she thought. Even when I am angriest at you...

Alexa reached up to grasp her husband's shoulders, her eyes anxious until she saw that he wore his golden toque, but no circlet of kingship. "How long have you lived among us?" he asked her between kisses on her mouth, eyes and hair, "and still will not remember that to be a king among the tribes, a man must have no blemishes?"

Alexa's green eyes blazed, bringing a memory to the hall of more fruitful summers than the last. "With four generations of their royal line to choose among, the Brigantes have found no heir. We send them our finest, and they spurn you?" Even after half a lifetime in Penllyn, she spoke with an accent, for she had been born a princess in Byzantium.

She stamped her foot, then clung to Gereint like a bride, laughing. "It is true that I see no fault in you. So I am angry that they are fools and do not choose you. Yet truly, I have no wish for some tribe to ask you to rule, and for us to leave our home."

Alexa's rippling, relieved laughter made Olwen raise her head and smile. Briefly, as sunlight might transform a dried flower, the Queen's smile reminded the others in the hall of her youth. Olwen's hair had been the colour of the harvest; and harvests had been golden then, far richer than now, when her hair had faded to russets and strands of frost. But, still she possessed more than a ghost of her former splendour. She was thinner than she had been; her pale skin molded itself over the strong, fine bones like goldwork on a harp. She had been this feeble once before, when she had miscarried and Alexa dragged me from the battlefield and saved my life then, and afterwards, Olwen thought, forcing herself not to flinch at the old memories. But she had been younger then, younger and able to recover and to conceive again.

"What of the other tribes? What of my sisters and cousins among the Iceni?" she asked.

Gereint turned toward the fire, making elaborate play of warming his hands as Alexa herself hastened to the tripod where the wine jar hung. Even Gwenlliant, who had been dreaming in the leaping bronze light, shifted restlessly. Her eyes met her cousin Elen's: golden eyes against blue; it was the golden eyes that glanced down first.

"Do not try to distract me, Gereint," Olwen began, her voice deceptively low.

"He is cold, Olwen. It makes his arm hurt."

"I know my brother. He has never complained of the cold. Or of anything else."

The bear stirred and muttered in its uneasy waking dream. Elen knelt beside it and smoothed the matted fur on one wasted flank. "It is too young to die like this," she murmured.

Tenderly, Olwen laid the bear's head down and strode toward her brother, her green skirts swinging with her long steps. Anger brought back a shadow of her youth; the odour of flowers which yet clung to her grew stronger.

"Brother, I will have your answer."

Gereint looked at his sister, then lowered his eyes, the same blue as his daughter's, though red-rimmed now from his long, icy ride back to the queen's hall and maenol. Alexa pressed against his side, offering comfort and support.

Gereint swallowed, then found voice. "There will be hunger by spring."

"Ah, no!" The cry came from Princess Gwenlliant. Her cousin Elen hissed in warning and reproach. Olwen eyed her daughter reprovingly. Well enough for Gwenlliant to lament hunger, when she sat warm and well fed, and shuddered at what she must do if she were to ward it away from the land.

The glances silenced Gwenlliant, though she glared hard at her cousin who had been heir before Gwenlliant's birth displaced her. Elen -- who, except perhaps her mother, could guess what that one thought? Dark haired like Alexa, though with her father's blue eyes, she was usually silent, which made her easy to overlook in a hall full of Celts, who laughed when they had something to laugh at, and talked loudly whenever possible. It was too much to expect that, also like Alexa, she would be content with a place near the throne from which another woman ruled. But she listened, she studied, and she obeyed. Had she been the daughter of any woman but Alexa, Olwen would have worried.

Alexa is the one Imperial I can trust, and wouldn't the Goddess know it? She would have to be the sister of the man I trust least of all.

"We could ask aid," Gereint said slowly, "from the Empire. After all--"

You rule there too, if you would but trouble yourself.

Olwen could all but hear Gereint's thought, which was all but a reproach to her. Gereint and the Emperor Marric were friends, Olwen thought with the usual stab of irritation that that reminder brought her. Man-like, they thought well of one another; and, once they had made the decision to respect one another, they did not trouble to reconsider. I will not lower myself to ask, Olwen thought. There were other things, however, that she had to ask.

"I do not think that you have told me everything," Olwen said. "I can see it on your face."

Gereint looked down. "I didn't want to tell you. There have been raids on the Saxon Shore against the Iceni. They lost their queen."

"My brother finished Jomsborg twenty years ago!" Alexa cried, then hid her face against her husband's shoulder.

"Twenty years ago..." Olwen paused to let the time sink in. "I was younger then, and the fields were bright. I remember."

"No," Alexa cut in. It had taken her many years to learn to interrupt the Queen like a proper Celt, but she relished the privilege. "You do not remember. I remember. You had had a miscarriage, and until you conceived again, you made our lives miserable with this same lament about the wretched harvest.

"Despite her lack of control, I agree with Gwenlliant," Alexa said, her voice as calm as the Queen's daughter's had been distraught. Olwen suspected that Alexa found rudeness in a queen's hall the next thing to blasphemy. "Bad harvests can happen any time in a queen's reign. Wait until spring. It is too early." Alexa broke off with a gasp. "Too early."

Her eyes went huge and blank. Would she prophesy right now? Olwen wondered. There had been years in which Alexa fell into trance as easily as into her husband's arms, which were wrapped about her now, warming her, supporting her. Alexa shuddered, fighting against the burden of vision. Finally, she drew a long, shuddering breath.

"What is too early?" Olwen asked. When Alexa was a girl, she had touched darkness. Like a woman who was poisoned by toadstools and therefore shunned all mushrooms, Alexa feared the darkness, yet found herself drawn to it, more sensitive to evil than even the ArchDruid Amergin.

Alexa shook her head. "It's gone now. just flickers of vision, and no more. But it is too early for what you plan, sister. Audun will come in the spring; and Audun will bring advice and perhaps a new--"

Olwen shook her head, as if the dying bear could understand this talk of the Bearmaster who would come in the spring and might bring Olwen a young, virile bear to replace the one that faded now, hour by hour.

"And if he does not?" she asked. She laid hand to the rough hilt of her long dagger, its black blade hammered from metal smelted from a fallen star, the crude, ancient blade hidden by wrought silver and fine leather and art.

Alexa glanced from Olwen to Princess Gwenlliant, then over to her own child, taller and sturdier than she, with a ruddy cast to her dark hair. Though Elen had her father's blue eyes, she looked no more like a Celt than Alexa herself.

"If he brings you no bear, then--" her voice broke--" then, sister, that will be time enough to think of what you must do next."

Alexa's eyes lit on her daughter, still kneeling by the bear. Olwen could see questions rising in those eyes like fish in a green pool, the speculation and the curiosity that were even more Alexa's heritage than the crown that she had renounced half a lifetime ago. "Too soon for it to die too?" Olwen heard her mutter. Then she shook herself free of whatever question still troubled her and glanced at Olwen.

The two older women nodded at one another. Very carefully. They did not glance at their daughters. After so many years of wars, connivance and, at the last, peace, they hardly needed words to understand one another. We may need that time, Olwen knew Alexa was thinking. Knowing Alexa, Olwen would have wagered her emeralds that the smaller woman had already begun to spin a scheme that would embroil crowns and countries for the next ten years. Though she had exiled herself from her home half a lifetime ago, Alexa still had Byzantium in her blood. She could barely walk without considering the ramifications of each step: crush this blade of grass, or stumble over this rock; near this warrior, or avoid this merchant -- each act had its separate meaning and consequence.

Life was simpler when I was a girl, Olwen sighed. The bear wheezed, and she lifted its head on to her lap once more to ease its breathing. Simpler and richer. The world had been filled with men and women she loved -- Gereint, of course, the memory of their father Aillel... my mother, and Rhodri.

Even after twenty-five years and two children, Olwen's memories of her Druid lover and the daughter she had miscarried on a battlefield made her eyes smart as if she had walked through smoke. The Jomsborgers had cut the blood-eagle on him when he had ridden out alone to explain Penllyn's law to men who delighted in violating all law. Olwen had run mad then and would have died, except that Alexa pulled her back and healed her: Alexa, who had fought magic and madness herself and had declared herself unfit to wear the moon crown of Isis on Earth. Olwen's Greeks... first Alexa, then her brother Marric: first Olwen's enemy, and then, in a rite half-blood and half-prophecy, her husband, the Emperor of the Rhomaioi who ruled in Byzantium.

Perhaps that was the strangest thing of all, that their marriage lasted as long as it had. It had produced two children and, had either of them dared consent to remain for longer than a season every year or so in the other's realm, it might have produced more. Always, they welcomed one another passionately -- and were just as passionately relieved when it came time for Marric to return East, or Olwen to leave Byzantium. If we lived together more often, we would realize how badly suited we are, Olwen mused. By the end of such a meeting, she and Marric invariably said that to one another. By now, it was almost a joke. Olwen winced. It had been a joke.

Strange lands and stranger crowns and, strangest of all, the gods and the customs. As a younger woman, Olwen had adapted; and it had been easier yet for her when her mother, Blodeuedd the Queen, had lived. Her fading, even the Beltane when she would choose to pass within the hawthorn nemet, turn queensblade against herself, and return her life to the Dark Goddess, had been long known, long planned for -- not in the tortuous manner of the Byzantines, but forthrightly, as befitted a woman who was the Goddess's child.

That last year of Blodeuedd's life, Olwen had ridden with her about the land, had stood in the grove for the rites or entered the Druids" temples with their pillars marked with skulls. She had contemplated queensblade, the dagger of black iron that her mother took off only to bathe or sleep. On Beltane Eve, Blodeuedd would draw it to pierce her heart and let her blood flow upon the land. And then queensblade and the land itself would pass to Olwen until she, too, grew too old to bear them.

Olwen had listened to her mother and the Druids, had listened and raged, wept, but finally accepted, as she knew she always would. In the end, as she knew she must, she had stood by her mother in the nemet when her mother finally drew the blade for the land's sake. She had even watched the rite, though the Druids had assured her that she would lose neither power nor honour if, at the last moment, she glanced away.

I wanted to hurl it from me, but when Rhodri knelt and cleansed it in the earth, and offered it to me, what could I do but accept?

What could she do? She had accepted the dagger and wept; and he had comforted her. If Olwen had not miscarried, Rhodri's daughter would have been her heir.

Gwenlliant, who was her heir, had stormed and protested when, earlier in the year, Olwen had begun to speak of entering the grove. "Barbarous," she called the very idea, until Alexa slapped her. Doubtless, she had learned the word from her father's court: Olwen remembered the stares and the whispers whenever she appeared robed and crowned beside the Emperor Marric as the Goddess Incarnate whom his people called Isis.

In the rituals, Marric was the God, Horus Incarnate, ruling for his father on the Horizon. But he rebelled against the royal magic and always had. Do not push Gwenlliant, Alexa had warned. What if she tells my brother what you plan?

He knows, Olwen had replied. I told him... that night. When you joined our hands and prophesied we would conceive Mor.

But Alexa had shaken her head, her eyes wise with her own knowledge and that of her inner guide, a seeress who was one reason that Marric feared the powers of the Horizon. He had not been able to prevent that woman's death. What would he do to stop Olwen's?

Praise the Goddess, his restraint has held. So far. The Isles had power to repel invaders, and Marric knew it. But if those powers had failed to stop Jomsborg, they would hardly restrain the man whose wife was the Goddess's favored child. Let his patience snap, and Marric would call out his army, invade Penllyn, and fail magnificently -- at least, she hoped that he would fail. She could not risk, however, that any of the punishment for his presumption fall upon her land: already it was gaunt and strained.

Though it hurt not to be able to confide in her own daughter, and to rely upon her as Blodeuedd had been able to rely upon Olwen, Alexa was right as always. Gwenlliant might look like Olwen, but in spirit she was her father's child -- and Marric, Olwen thought with a smile that even now had twenty years" reluctant tenderness in it, spoiled her.

Once again the doors burst open with a gust of icy air that made everyone in the hall recoil. Sparks exploded from the central firepit, and Elen rose to fan them away from the Queen and her bear. As the smoke and fire sank down, there emerged first the Druids long shadows, then the Druids themselves. The cold air had reddened their faces and frosted their hair; they wore only coarse robes of undyed wool. Amergin, who had survived at least eighty such winters, stood barefoot and oblivious in a puddle of snowmelt; the others wore light sandals.

"The rites?" Olwen asked. She expected, and received, no answer. "I cannot come now."

Amergin took a step forward. Olwen knew what custom and ritual demanded: she must enter the nemet; she must gaze into the Water of Vision, which did not freeze even in the deepest of winters; she must plead with the Horned King not to harm the land and intercede with the Lady that the sun come again, and the year turn back toward light and warmth. Withered as I am, why should he heed me? I can neither command nor seduce him, she told herself. I am of more use here.

But regardless of what Marric thought, Gwenlliant was her heir, young and lovely. Surely the Horned King would hear her prayers.

"Daughter", she used the tone that meant that she would brook no opposition, "you will go to the nemet in my place."

Her daughter leapt up, her hands upraised as if to ward off the order. Her mouth opened on the usual protests.

The bear groaned and shifted. Olwen stifled a sigh. Gwenlliant's colouring, her tall slenderness, even her quick, impulsive disposition much resembled her own. But her rebelliousness and -- a serious problem for a land in which the Queen was the Goddess's favoured child -- her aversion to magic were gifts from her father. Sweet Goddess, give her time, Olwen prayed. She will learn, she will learn to submit. At least Gwenlliant had the magic in her blood. Olwen very much suspected that it slept in her son Mor (as the royal magic sometimes did for a generation), and she knew that his father was relieved.

"Go on", whispered Elen, flicking back one long, thick braid. "Move. Perhaps the Water of Vision will show you your next lover. What are you afraid of?"

Gwenlliant cast her cousin a look that should have charred the darker girl to bone. Seizing up the nearest plaid cloak, she strode stiff-backed from the hall, taller and more splendid than the Druids who turned her attack of temper into a procession.