Selitova Island, Siberia
January 10

Another blast of frigid air swirled across the tundra, chilling flesh even through the layers of insulated garments they wore under their heavy arctic parkas. Occasionally, it was strong enough to rock anything merely human that stood in its path, particularly when weariness had brought on the mind-dulling blankness so common to cold-weather exertion. In this environment, a diet carefully planned to provide a daily minimum of nine thousand calories scarcely provided sufficient energy to fuel both the arduous work of excavation and the equally important task of maintaining a core temperature capable of sustaining life.

Anji Suzuki shivered involuntarily. He was born on Kyushu, one of the Home Islands far to the south. In the eleven days he had been here, on this godforsaken outcropping of frozen tundra and rock a few degrees above the Arctic Circle, he had never imagined anywhere so cold and desolate.

I will be glad to be gone from this terrible place, he thought, pressing his body weight hard against the pneumatic drill. He much preferred operating the ground-penetrating radar equipment. With the air drill, the vibrations shook him so harshly that his vision blurred each time the auger bit into the permafrost. After a few seconds, he released his grip on the trigger lever and leaned against the heavy tool.

On the barren tundra, near the mogul-like dome tents and stretched tarpaulins that served as housing and equipment shelters, almost two dozen parka-clad figures labored. A few worked with surveying transits, others strained against the weight of equipment-laden sledges; but most were engaged in the backbreaking work of driving hollow steel core-sampling rods into the ever-frozen earth along a geometric grid marked by yellow plastic cord. The heavy hammers rose and fell, but not even that tumult reached Anji's ears. The only sound not drowned by the banshee howl of the bone-numbing gale was his own labored breathing.

He was middle-aged, and the years he had spent in biogenetic research laboratories were proper preparation for neither the manual labor nor the environment. Nor was the more recent confinement he had endured, even if it had been in a facility the medical staff had insisted on calling a "rest haven." There had been no rest there, not even during the sessions when he had been sedated.

In dreams, he could still recall the worst of it: the smooth, slick feel of unyielding nylon restraints; the cold electrodes taped to his temples; the taste of the rubber block they would force between his teeth; the acid sting of the sedative injection. Then the voltage would hit him, a vibrating fire that alternately paralyzed and convulsed his body. The sedative modulated the seizure, of course. Externally, it appeared little more than a ripple across his face. But inside, a terrifying electrical demon raged, slashing and ripping and throwing Anji against the walls of his very skull.

Anji's skin still prickled with the remembered horror, even if it had been the price of his Enlightenment.

"Hai!" a deep voice boomed, not far from his ears. As Anji turned, a heavy hand clapped him on the shoulder.

Fusaka Torji grinned at him, his stained and crooked teeth a pedigree of childhood privation. Under the heavy quilting of his cold-weather gear, Fusaka's legs were short and bowed. But the man's upper body was barrel-chested and thick with muscle. Among the group of Aum faithful who had come to labor at this dismal site, he alone seemed tireless and unaffected by the climate.

Which made sense, Anji thought; the man was an Inuit, what the less enlightened still called an Eskimo -- at least, his mother had been, and her genes had evidently dominated over those of his Yokahama-born father -- and his earliest years had been spent on a cold and wind-swept island not wholly unlike the one where they now labored.

The two men leaned together so that the snorkel hoods of their parkas almost touched.

"Bring the drill," Fusaka shouted above the wind. He gestured to a figure behind him, which knelt beside a shallow excavation in the frozen ground. "One of the Initiates has found one, he believes."

Together, the two men wrestled the drill to the new location, its cold-stiffened pressure line dragging sullenly behind them. The young man on the ground stood up, his face a beatific smile.

"Here," he said, pointing his leather mitten to indicate the spot. "Quickly!"

This one is a True Believer, Anji thought, and smiled to himself. As are we all now, those of us who remain. I, most of all.

When the Sensei had chosen him for this assignment, Anji had bowed with the proper dignity -- as had they all, Anji thought; even Fusaka, for once, had not committed some oafish breach of manners. But alone of the Select, Anji's mask of impassive devotion had almost slipped. His face had glowed when, with a touch on his forehead, the Sensei had selected him. Since the expedition had arrived here, he had been the most driven of the team, constantly urging them to arise earlier, to skip rest periods, to work harder. Some of his comrades had grumbled aloud, though most had contented themselves by staring at Anji behind an impassive mask that itself spoke volumes.

Like me, they are also Aum Truthseekers, Anji chided himself - - he hoped sincerely. That makes each of these men forever my brother, my cohorts in the Sensei's consciousness. But, oh -- I have given much to ensure this hour will come to pass. I have sacrificed even the man I once was.

Together, Anji and Fusaka positioned the drill where the younger man indicated. For several minutes they worked without speaking, the chatter of the tool and the wind rasping past their hooded heads competing in volume.

Suddenly, Fusaka grabbed Anji's arm and shouted something unintelligible. Anji cut the airflow to the drill and dropped to his knees, pawing with mittened hands at the loosened chunks of permafrost. Fusaka knelt close beside as the biogeneticist gradually exposed a mounded outline. Frozen hard to the ground was a rough-woven canvas form bound with hemp ropes.

"I told you," Fusaka said, poking Anji with an elbow. "This was where they placed the bodies. My mother's mother would tell her how they were sewn into sailcloth when there were no more sealskin robes." He looked around the flat tundra. "There will be several dozen more nearby. They were buried in a single trench. A meter or so below the surface, perhaps a little more."

Anji only grunted, watching closely as Fusaka pulled off his leather mittens and opened a pocket knife. Carefully, he worked the blade against the stiff cloth, cutting a semicircle that he peeled back with difficulty.

Underneath was the face of a young woman. Her features were the mix of Oriental and Indian that distinguishes the Komaji from other Inuit peoples. It was an unmarked visage, almost childlike, peaceful in repose in a way that belied the manner of her death.

Anji looked at her, filled with a reverence that came from far more than a cultural respect for the dead. His awe was not for the individual woman before him -- how could it be? She was insignificant, merely one of the tens of millions who had died with her. No, Anji's awe was reserved for the instrument of her death, which the biogeneticist fervently prayed still lived on inside her, waiting to be awakened from a slumber of almost a century. Waiting, he remembered the Sensei saying, for a man of Anji's unique skills to help it do so.

Now it begins, Anji thought, as the other members of the party began to prepare this first corpse for the journey it would take. He stood for a moment longer, his eyes locked on the long-dead face swathed in its sailcloth cocoon. Unbidden, a phrase came to his mind.

I am Shiva, destroyer of worlds.

He shivered again, this time in a way that had nothing to do with the cold.

Six months after the team's return from the expedition, Anji Suzuki left for the United States. He worked hard to keep his face stoic -- as stoic as any of the other Japanese on the plane. It was difficult, because his entire being was aflame with the joy of having been selected--by the Sensei himself! Anji remembered, in awe -- for this final, divine mission.

Since the expedition to the frigid Arctic almost half a year before, Anji had made this trip several times to meet with the ganjini, the godless barbarian crazies that the Sensei had ordered him to find and cultivate in America. He had performed this duty well, finally selecting two of the ganjini private armies -- they called themselves militias, he reminded himself -- one near the East Coast, one in the American West. He had supplied them with the unique weaponry from the Aum arsenal and instructed them in its use.

In the coming days, he had been informed, it will be a useful diversion.

It will be as if angry wraiths, swarming from every crevice, seek to overwhelm them, the Sensei had told Anji. Then shall come the final darkness, from which there will be no escape.

Anji savored the image with the zeal of a True Believer.

They had prepared, and waited. Among the Aum, some still held hope that the unbelievers -- the subhumans who had mocked their Truths, the mindless beasts who had harried the Divine Aum Asahara mercilessly before finally removing him to their corrupt courtrooms -- would somehow find their own Enlightenment. They had steadfastly held to that hope for several years -- preparing for the worst, but betraying to the world nothing save a sense of their own harmlessness. So the Sensei had counseled them, with a wisdom that had sustained them since the Divine One had been seized.

All the while, the rituals of a sham justice painted their leader as a murderous madman rather than a savior.

And then, only a few weeks before, their judges had condemned Aum Asahara -- condemned the Divine One to what they, in an unenlightened ignorance, considered the ultimate punishment. And in so doing, unwittingly condemned themselves as well.

They will now learn, Anji pledged. If the Truth of Aum is to pass from existence, so too will the unworthy who rejected it. And so too will we all.

Hidden in the erstwhile biogeneticist's waistband was an American passport that had once belonged to an Aum recruit; the photo likeness was close enough to pass scrutiny, as it had on the previous trips. Again, for safety Anji took the soft route, flying first under his own name to Mexico City. There he would change his plane and his identity for the flight to Denver, while the original flight continued on to Miami.

His mission was not dissimilar to those of his countrymen now filing aboard this aircraft: sent by their corporate masters to do battle with the outside world, to best it on its own turf.

They wage a war of economics, Anji mused, and carry as their weapons briefcases stuffed with contracts, business plans, proposals. So petty, so parochial in their limited aims.

His own war was much more direct; the weapon he carried was not in his briefcase, but inside his body -- even now multiplying and girding for the final battle, the Great Apocalypse. He had, Anji knew, done his work well.

There were no symptoms to betray him, not yet; he had, in accordance with the incubation tables he had carefully calculated, waited until just before boarding to use the nasal inhaler. But soon, in a matter of days, he would become the first to take the path the Divine One had dictated for all the world to follow. By then, he would have cast the seed he carried so widely that none would be able to stay its destruction.

On the flight to Mexico, Anji flew tourist class, assigned to the aisle seat.

Despite the close quarters, it was an uneventful trip. Anji slept most of the way, as did his seatmate. To any who might notice, the pair was a study in contrasts: one a middle-aged Japanese with thick dark hair and the studious appearance of a man who had become accustomed to careful, intricate work; the other, an eight-year-old American girl. Her name was Emily Sawyer and she had been visiting her father, an Air Force E-6 stationed at a base in Japan. Emily shifted as she slept, for a while leaning against the snoring man in the seat beside her. Her blond hair moved slightly in the fitful breeze of his breathing.

Under the watchful eye of the flight attendant -- a scrutiny that, in the end, was unequal to a danger far too minute to be seen -- Emily was returning to her mother's home in Milton, a small town a few miles from Fort Walton Beach, Florida.

It was an easy landing at Denver International Airport, a smooth glide toward the geometric concrete ribbons and graceful white-tented canopies of the sprawling complex.

The connecting flight from Mexico City had been uneventful. Around the cabin, a Babel of English and Spanish rose in volume as the plane descended. Through the plastic window, blurred by the crosshatching of the inevitable fine scratches, Anji saw the purple-and-brown majesty of the Rockies jutting into a pale blue summer sky. In comparison, Denver itself -- thirty-odd miles in the distance -- appeared a jumble of children's blocks, carelessly strewn.

Denver's old Stapleton Airport is only a memory now, closed since the mountain metropolis greeted the new millennium with this five-billion-dollar, technology-laden facility. It is a much longer drive to the city now, and the traveler no longer gets a bird's-eye view of the city's streets and buildings that Stapleton's close-in location offered. But landing at Denver International Airport no longer requires visitors to the Mile-High City to endure sharp banking turns and steep descents on final approach, or the often-jolting touchdowns that were the inevitable result.

Neither are they required, as before, to look down upon the industrial expanse of the old airport's closest neighbor, the Rocky Mountain Arsenal; like Stapleton, the arsenal too is now closed, though spacesuited workmen still swarm over its otherwise idle grounds.

Here, the aggressive remediation program has not removed a stubborn plutonium contamination, the legacy of half a century of nuclear weapons assembly and storage. The radioactive mega-tonnage that passed through the Rocky Mountain Arsenal in its heyday could have exterminated humanity many times over.

Had Anji considered all this -- had he not been distracted, first by the bilingual tumult of his fellow passengers, and later by the lengthy delay as he waited in line at the car rental counter -- he might have been struck by the irony.

Finally, his suitbag over a shoulder, Anji struggled across the tarmac of the massive parking lot. He studied the numbers on the rental agreement he held, scrutinizing the rows of freshly washed autos through which he passed. He also wondered if his shortness of breath was the result of the thin mountain air or a first symptom of the lethal destiny he carried.

Thus distracted, the Japanese did not notice the figure that followed him, moving quietly without appearing to do so.

Anji stopped short, and dropped his suitbag to the pavement.

It was a Lexus, a pale gray mount for his final ride. As he fumbled with the keyring, Anji glanced over his shoulder in the direction from which he had come. There was no one to be seen.

He turned the key in the lock, and the trunk popped open. It was, he noted idly, surprisingly spacious.

"Excuse, please," a voice said from behind.

Anji spun, startled as much by the trace of a Slavic accent as by the interruption itself. For a split second, what might have been a smile of beatific delight flashed across his Asian features.

My Sensei! his mind cried out, knowing at the same instant it could not be.

And it was not.

He did not know the man who stood carefully outside Anji's attack radius with a genial smile on his cleanshaven face.

Anji's eyes dropped to an object the stranger held, waist-high. It was oddly shaped -- an awkward black metal protuberance, vented on the sides and with what looked like a strip of masking tape affixed across the front of the tube. He had just recognized it as a weapon when the tape abruptly blew apart, leaving its edges frayed and tinged with black.

There was no sound, but Anji felt the shock of impact against his sternum. He staggered, catching himself for an instant; then his knees gave way and he felt himself tumble backward. He crashed onto metal, his head bouncing hard against what felt like thin carpet. There was still no pain, but when he willed his hand to touch his chest, it came away warm and dripping.

The world swam redly for a moment; when his eyes cleared again, he was looking up the pale blue sky framed by the inside of the open trunk lid. A face moved into his vision, peered down at him without apparent interest. Then it disappeared, and he felt his legs being lifted and folded into the trunk where he lay. They seemed very far away, no longer a part of his body.

Then the trunk lid slammed shut, plunging Anji into a semidarkness that, a few seconds later, became final and complete.

Copyright © 2002 by Earl Merkel