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eBook Category: Romance/Mystery/Crime
eBook Description: Kelly Carter is a young woman whose trust in men was destroyed in a single, terrible act of violence. Jake Warren is a former delinquent turned detective who doesn't trust himself. It's up to Jake to protect Kelly from a vicious stalker. Working together, they have to learn to trust each other in order to keep Kelly alive.

eBook Publisher: Writers Exchange E-Publishing, Published: Writers Exchange E-Publishing, 2003
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Prologue

He watched her from his safe place in the dark. She was his love, his obsession. She was even more beautiful tonight than last night. He watched as she climbed out of the shower, her skin gleaming in the dim light. She dried herself slowly, unaware of how close he was. He longed to have her silky skin against his, to run his fingers through her long, dark hair. She was utter perfection, and soon she would belong only to him. He had realized his desire to make her his bride only one short month earlier. Since then, he had become increasingly more aware of his need to be by her side.

It had started simply enough. From the moment he saw her, he knew it was meant to be. At first he was content to see her only occasionally, living for those moments when he could be next to her. Soon, though, that was not enough. He began to arrange his schedule so that they could have more "chance" encounters. As long as she didn't grow suspicious of his intentions too quickly, he knew he would easily make her see how much she needed him. He couldn't rush it, he knew. A man had hurt her before, very badly. Trust did not come easily to this woman. He had to show her how much she meant to him, and what he could mean to her, if she'd just let him.

In the meantime, he had to settle for watching unseen from a distance, from his special spot in the woods. He was a very patient man, and knew that the best things came to those who waited. He would bide his time until it was exactly right for them. That time was getting closer by the minute. He didn't know how he knew this, but he could feel it, as strong as his own heartbeat. Soon, very soon, she would be his. He would give her the love she so richly deserved. The love that had so far proved unattainable for either of them. He could give her the world.

"I'm here, Kelly." He whispered into the night. "Do you feel me yet?"

* * * *

Chapter One

Not again! Kelly Carter thought as she approached her car. Every day for the past week, she left work to find a single red rose on the windshield, stuck under the wiper like some takeout menu. There was never a card attached, just the single flower greeting her as she left the bookshop where she worked. She wished she knew who had been leaving them for her, but she didn't have a clue as to whom it could be. She wasn't dating anyone, so she could rule out that possibility. In fact, no man had shown her any interest at all in the past two years.

Unlocking her car door, she plucked the crimson flower from its resting place and tossed it onto the passenger seat of her trusty vehicle.

"Another one, huh?" A voice from behind her called. She spun around to face her best friend and boss, Jen Sanders. "Well, this guy is nothing, if not persistent."

"Yeah, I guess." Kelly laughed nervously, brushing her long chestnut hair from her dark eyes. "I wish he'd tell me who he is, already. I've been patient long enough."

"I bet its some tall, dark and handsome stranger just waiting for the right moment to sweep you off your feet. How romantic!" Jen sighed. "Just once in my life, why couldn't I have had a secret admirer?"

"You shouldn't be thinking like that with your wedding only a few months away!" Kelly cried, giving her friend a look of exasperation. While Jen found the tokens impossibly romantic, they were starting to make Kelly more than a little uncomfortable.

"I know, and I love Michael with all my heart. I just wish he had a few more adventurous bones in his body." Jen laughed. "Why don't we go grab some dinner?"

"Sounds like the best idea I've heard in a long time." Kelly quickly agreed, happy to get her mind off the flowers for a few hours. Ten minutes later, Kelly pulled her car into the parking spot closest to the door of Redmonds', a favorite eatery in the town of Marlow, Maine.

Kelly was born and raised in Marlow, and had known Jen for almost that long. They met when Jen's father accepted a job at one of the local law firms, and moved his family from Vermont to Marlow, purchasing the house down the road from Kelly's grandmother's, where Kelly had lived since the deaths of her parents when she was an infant. The girls had been five at the time, and they immediately became inseparable. They shared so many interests that all through school they were known as "the twins". Even now, twenty years later, they were as close as sisters.

They arrived at Redmonds' at five o'clock, the very start of the dinner rush. It would be forty-five minutes before a table was ready, so they ordered sodas at the bar and went outside to the patio to drink them. The outdoor waiting area was breathtaking, dripping with hanging baskets of violets and peonies.

There were wrought iron benches surrounded by gardens of roses and lilies. It was a beautiful July night, and there was a slight breeze blowing in from the coast. Kelly inhaled deeply, the air smelling of the ocean mingled with a myriad of floral scents. To her, this coastal town was heaven, the only place she belonged.

"So, who do you think it is?" Jane questioned eagerly, sounding suspiciously like the five-year-old Kelly remembered from childhood. Kelly couldn't help but chuckle at her friend's excitement. She had to admit that this mystery man was the most interesting thing to happen to her in a long time, even if it was a little strange.

"I wish I knew. I've been thinking and thinking, and I can't come up with a single idea. If he'd leave me a clue, I might be able to guess. But all I've got are those roses."

"How about Mitch?" Jen asked, naming the boy Kelly had dated briefly in high school.

"He's married!" Kelly hissed.

"So. Didn't stop him from sleeping with Andrea Rogers when you were his girlfriend." Jen complained.

"That was a long time ago, and he and I weren't even close to marriage." Kelly sighed. "In fact, I think Andrea did me a favor."

"How do you figure?" Jen asked, narrowing her eyes.

"I wasn't in love with him. I tried to be, but it just didn't happen. He obviously wasn't the man I'm meant to be with for the rest of my life." Kelly stated.

"Girl, if you keep waiting for Mr. Right, you're going to end up all alone for the rest of your life. You have to stop being such a hopeless romantic, and stop waiting for some knight in shining armor. It doesn't happen that way."

"What about you and Michael?" Kelly quipped; referring to the man Jen was to marry in October.

"That took a lot of work from both of us. We dated for a year before I even knew I loved him, and it took him almost two more to propose." Jen scrunched her freckled nose, and laughed.

With her blond curls, blue eyes, and bubbly personality, Jen always had her pick of suitors. She never had a steady boyfriend, but instead chose to keep her options open. She met Michael when he was hired into the law firm where her father worked. Michael had been immediately smitten with Jen, and begged John Sanders to arrange a date. After a month of her father's prodding, she had finally relented and agreed to go on a date with Michael. After the date, Jen tried to play it down, but Kelly knew right away that they had something special. It just took Jen a little longer than most to realize it.

Kelly was truly happy for her best friend, but she couldn't help being just a little bit jealous. Jen had found the one person who completed her, the person who made her whole. Kelly had yet to find that special someone for herself, and had finally given up trying. She wasn't about to kiss any frogs to find her prince. If he found her, that would be wonderful, but she wasn't holding her breath.

The forty-five minutes passed by so quickly that they were startled when the hostess came to tell them their table was ready. She led them inside to a corner table in the quietest part of the restaurant, where, the rush apparently subsiding, there were only a few other diners. As usual, Jen studied the menu intently, as if she thought she might find something new. Redmonds' cuisine was very good, but the menu hadn't changed in the twenty years it had been open. "Why mess with a formula that works so well" was the philosophy of the owner, Sally Redmond. The success of the restaurant only supported her theory.

Kelly didn't even need to look. When the waiter came for their orders, she ordered her usual grilled shrimp salad. Jen glanced at her over the top of her menu, raised an eyebrow and shook her head. She kept the waiter at the table for a few minutes too long while she tried to decide between steak and broiled fish. Finally, the steak won out, and the waiter, looking relieved, sped away from the table before Jen could change her mind.

"You need to lighten up!" Jen scolded. "Have fun, try something new, be brave and daring! When is the last time you were spontaneous?"

"I schedule in a day of spontaneity at least once a month." Kelly joked, returning her friend's smile.

"Seriously, Kel. You're missing so much. You need to come out of that bubble you've been living in for the past few years. Sometimes, you need to just let go, to do things you would normally steer clear of. You could even order a burger." Jen squealed, bursting into sudden laughter.

Kelly decided to let the subject slide. She would never win a debate on this subject. Jen led a life filled with excitement and passion, and she wanted the same for Kelly. Kelly couldn't live like that. She craved routine, and was happy with her life just the way it was. There had been a time when Kelly was almost as crazy as Jen, but that was another lifetime. She loved Jen with all her heart, but could no longer be the way Jen wanted her to be. Too much had happened, and she had had to grow up too fast.

Their meals arrived, and they ate quickly, starved after a long day at the bookstore. On a whim, one day a few weeks after college graduation, Jen decided she wanted her own business. With her father's help, she took out a loan, found a pretty little storefront on Main Street, and within a month was the proud owner of Sanders' Book Shop. A few months later, knowing how much Kelly needed a distraction, she persuaded her friend to help her manage the busy little store.

They had just started on dessert when Jen dropped her fork, and pointed toward the door.

"Don't look now, but God's gift to everything just walked in." She mumbled, rolling her eyes.

Kelly turned slowly to see Jake Warren, star quarterback for the Marlow Rockets turned star detective for the MPD, walking through the door with a scantily clad blond who appeared surgically attached to his left side. Kelly gave Jen a look of disgust; amazed at how each time she saw him he was with a different woman, usually blond with a bra size larger than her IQ. But with his dark tan; thick, wavy black hair; and a body to die for, Kelly knew exactly why he could get so many women to come running every time he crooked his little finger. The bimbo of the day looked barely twenty years old, and already a little tipsy. Kelly was uncomfortable when she saw the hostess seating the two at a table very near the one she and Jen occupied.

"Wouldn't you think he'd get sick of changing girlfriends so much?" Kelly whispered to Jen.

"Are you kidding me? He's living every guy's fantasy: all the sex he wants, but none of the commitment. Why would he want it any different?" Jen hissed, suppressing a giggle. "He's been working on perfecting his reputation for years."

In high school, Jake Warren had been an arrogant, self-serving jock that prided himself on his prowess in the bedroom, and bragged about it regularly to anyone who would listen. He was known not only for the magic he worked on the football field, but also the magic he worked on a date. He barely passed his classes, snuck out of school to smoke behind the buildings, and threw wild parties on the beach with more alcohol than they carried at the local package store. He was every parent's worst nightmare, and Kelly's every fantasy. She had spent a better part of her high school career hopelessly pining for him.

He looked very much the same now as he did back then, and Kelly didn't want to admit that he still sent her pulse skyrocketing. There was just something about him that caught her attention. She couldn't stop it any more than she could stop her own breathing, and it bothered her no end. She strived for control in every aspect of her life, and there was nothing at all controlled about the things she felt in her body when he was near. She knew it was just a crush, but why couldn't she talk herself out of it? He wasn't at all her type, and they didn't have a single thing in common. Her mind understood that, but her body didn't want to hear it at all. She hadn't realized she'd been staring until Jake looked up from his menu, and gave Kelly an amused wink. Mortified, she turned away quickly and faced Jen. It wasn't hard to tell her best friend was fighting to keep from laughing.

"Stare much, Kel?" She giggled, losing the fight. "Don't tell me you still have a thing about him!"

"What!?" Kelly questioned, wondering how Jen knew. She had never told a soul about her secret longing for Jake Warren, not even her best friend.

"I hate to tell you this, but you were pretty obvious, the way you ogled him all through geometry class. Everybody knew." Jen stated, as if reading Kelly's mind. "And I mean everybody."

"He knew?" Kelly asked, scared to hear Jen's reply. She hadn't known she'd been so transparent, and now she felt even more humiliated at being caught staring.

"Afraid so, kiddo." Jen smiled broadly. "And you thought you were being so subtle."

Kelly was embarrassed. She didn't even want to know what Jake was thinking about her now. She needed to get out of there, the sooner the better. She didn't think she could sit this close him a moment longer. She rushed to finish her dessert, paid the bill, and hustled Jen out of the restaurant as fast as she could.

"Tell me you're not still lusting after his body." Jen demanded as soon as they left the lot. "Although I have to say, what an amazing body that is. If I weren't getting married soon..."

"I've been over that for years." Kelly stated. It was, after all, partly the truth. Yes, she still felt a little funny when they were in close proximity, but now it was different. She no longer wished he'd talk to her, or even gaze lovingly into her eyes. He was bad news, he always had been, and that wasn't going to change. She knew what someone like him could do to her, and she didn't want to go through that again.

"Good." Jen smiled. "We wouldn't want you to have any relapses. You really should think about dating again, though. Michael has so many nice, normal friends."

"I keep telling you, I'm not ready." Kelly sighed, getting annoyed at the subject Jen never ceased to bring up. "When I decide to get back out into the dating world, I promise, you will be the first to know. I need time to heal, and that is apparently going to take a while."

"Don't get upset, honey. I just want to see you happy. It's been two years already, you know." Jen soothed, feeling bad for hurting her friend. "Can you drop me off at Michael's? He can drive me in to work in the morning on his way to the office."

"Sure." Kelly replied shortly. She was getting tired and irritable, and couldn't wait to get home to bed. They rode the short distance to Michael's beachfront cottage in uncomfortable silence. It was nearly impossible for Kelly to stay mad at Jen, but she didn't want to talk about dating. For the past six months, Jen had tried to set Kelly up with every available bachelor who crossed her path, but Kelly would have none of it. After all, one miserably failed relationship was enough for one lifetime. Kelly wasn't going to get involved with anyone until there wasn't a doubt in her mind that he was the one she'd spend the rest of her life with.

"Want to come in for a while?" Jen offered half-heartedly.

"Not tonight. You and Michael could have a much better time without me." Kelly said, smiling slightly. She wasn't about to be a third wheel tonight.

"Oh, you have no idea!" Jen purred. "That man is an animal in the bedroom. And every other room in the house!"

Jen jumped from the car, and ran up the walkway to the front door. When Michael opened it, Jen turned around, gave Kelly a dramatic wave, pushed Michael back into the house, and shut the door. Kelly couldn't help but laugh at her friend's actions. Jen had always been a little dramatic. It only added to her irrepressible charm.

When Kelly got home, she had three messages waiting for her on the answering machine. She was surprised to find that each time the caller had hung up without saying a word. That was strange. One call she could see being a wrong number, but three? That was pushing it. She checked her caller ID, but the box told her the number was unlisted. Well, she'd just have to worry about it in the morning. She was tired, and all she wanted to do right now was get into bed.

To relax before going to sleep, Kelly drew a warm bubble bath and soaked for a long time. She did this often, and it seemed to release a lot of the tension that crept up on her during the day. In the past few years, that tension had increased tenfold. When she started to doze off in the warm water, she knew it was time to go to bed. Getting out of the tub, she dried herself with one of her fluffy new towels, sprayed on her favorite perfume, and slipped a pink satin nightgown over her head. She'd come to rely on those small luxuries to make her life more bearable.

She released her long chestnut hair from the clip that held it away from the water during her bath, and it fell to just below her waist. She ran a brush through it hastily to remove the few tangles caused by the clip, then walked into her bedroom. She stood by the window for a moment, enjoying the rare chilliness of an unusually cool New England night, then at last slid under the silky covers of her bed. She didn't see the man dressed all in black, standing at the edge of the woods that surrounded her back yard.

###

The man stood silently, watching intently as his love climbed from the tub and dried her heavenly body. Too quickly, he thought, she slipped the nightgown over her head and turned out the lights. He could no longer see her through the blackness of the night, so, after waiting sufficient time for her to fall asleep, he crept to the little one-story house, and peered into the bedroom window.

There she was! In sleep, she looked like an angel fallen straight from heaven. He was longed to touch her, hold her, and feel her heart beating against his chest. There would be a time, very soon, when all that would be possible. She would belong to him forever and always. He knew it was just a matter of time before she understood that they were soul mates. They needed each other to continue living in this world.

After he looked his fill, the man slowly departed down the path from which he had came. When the time came every night for him to leave her; he always did so with great hesitation. He consoled himself with the knowledge that he couldn't rush this romance. She'd been hurt before, and if he moved too quickly, she would run from him as she had the other man. He had to make her trust him first. They had all the time in the world.

###

Jake had had just about enough of this woman's incessant babbling. Through the whole meal and drive back to her house after, she hadn't stopped once. He didn't care about her family, her cats, or her job. He only wanted one thing right now, and that was to get the hell out of here. If he'd been smart, he would have just dropped her off at the front door of her apartment, and made a beeline for his car before she could object. But she'd been more than a little drunk, and he wanted to make sure she made it in okay. Now, he couldn't get away from her.

Since he'd picked her up at her door a few hours earlier, she hadn't taken her hands off him. He couldn't stand women who felt they needed to touch their date at all times. And the way she went on about her last boyfriend twisted his stomach in knots. If the guy was such a jerk, why did she stay with him for three years? And, better yet, why did she still talk about him so much?

He wasn't into long-term relationships, probably wouldn't ever be. He had never met a woman who could hold his attention for more than a few dates. If she managed to get more than that out of him, she would inevitably start talking about marriage, a subject that Jake tried desperately to avoid. Everybody knew he wasn't marriage material. His life was too complicated to add a troubled marriage to the mix.

He also knew one-night stands were not the answer. Sure, he'd had his fair share of careless sex in the past, but he'd changed a lot more than people were willing to admit. Despite what the whole town thought, nothing more happened on his dates than a kiss goodnight, which was more than likely the cause of his difficulty getting someone to go out with him more than once. Every woman in Marlow knew his reputation, and had since he was sixteen years old. When they accepted a date with him, they expected a certain kind of intimacy. When he left their fantasies unfulfilled, they weren't inclined to go out with him again.

That was fine with him. He didn't need the hassle of another woman messing up his entire life. Once was more than he could handle. On the rare occasions he did venture into the bedroom with a woman, it was usually because he'd had a little too much to drink, and was feeling more than a little lonely. Those instances were becoming fewer and further apart with each passing year.

Carrie, the blond sitting next to him now, had come into the police station last week to file a complaint against her ex-boyfriend for harassment. He'd taken one look at her puffy eyes and tear-stained cheeks, and thought of a little lost puppy. He felt sorry for her when she told the story of her former lover following and threatening her. He gave her his card, and told her to feel free to call if the boyfriend came around to bother her again. He was surprised, however, when she called the next night and invited him to dinner. He was even more surprised when he found himself accepting her invitation.

"I didn't think we'd have a good time tonight." Carrie slurred. "I wasn't sure how much we actually had in common, but we really did have a lot to talk about, huh?"

"You think?" Jake questioned, slightly amused. He didn't think she'd let him get in two words the whole night.

"You look really sexy tonight." Carrie purred, sidling up next to him on the couch. "I hear you really know how to please a woman, if you know what I mean."

"Don't believe everything you hear." Jake said, rising off the couch. "I have to go. I have to be to work very early in the morning."

He walked toward the door, but Carrie intercepted him halfway there. She wrapped her arms around his neck, and planted a big, slobbery kiss on his lips. He pushed her away, tasting alcohol. She had already been a little drunk when he had picked her up, and the four beers at the restaurant hadn't helped matters. This more than he could handle.

"Don't you want me?" She asked, tears coming to her eyes. "Aren't I good enough for you?"

"It has nothing to do with you." He tried to explain, but from the look on her face he could tell she didn't want to hear it. There was no way he'd be able to make her understand the many reasons why he was pushing away a beautiful, willing woman.

"Yeah, sure." She said sarcastically. "Every other woman in Marlow is fine, but you won't go to bed with me."

"Contrary to what you might think, I'm not interested in casual sex." He growled, exasperated. "I can't do that anymore. And you, you're so much better than this. You're throwing yourself shamelessly at me, someone you just met. With what you've obviously heard about me, you should be running the other way as fast as you can."

Without another word to the bewildered girl, he left her apartment, got into his dusty red truck, and sped out of the parking lot, not looking back once. He had to stop all these dates with women he didn't care a lick about. They weren't helping matters any. His life was a mess, and no amount of social events could change any of it. He couldn't keep living like this, pretending he was happy. One of these days the depression that was hovering just above his head would finally descend upon him completely, shutting out the outside world.

###

He didn't get home until after midnight, and he had to be at the station first thing in the morning. He went to bed, but sleep was elusive as ever. He hadn't had a decent night's sleep in as long as he could remember. There was too much haunting his thoughts to allow him the brief respite from the sorry life he'd created for himself. His father had always told him that his endless troublemaking would one day catch up with him, but he'd never believed the man. Now he knew it was true, and he'd been living in his own personal hell for the better part of seven years. After three hours of tossing and turning, he gave up. There were still a few hours before his shift started, so he sat in a rusty lawn chair on his deck, staring out into the darkness.

Involuntarily, his thoughts shifted to Kelly Carter. He'd embarrassed her when he caught her staring at him in the restaurant tonight. He knew that in high school she'd had a crush on him, but he couldn't bring himself to do anything about it. She would have gone out with him in a heartbeat, but she wasn't his type. She'd been an okay-looking girl back then, but nothing special. Even a little plain, with her shoulder-length brown hair and brown eyes. She had also been a little too thin to suit his tastes. He liked wild girls, and Kelly was anything but. She was way too nice for her own good, and he didn't want to corrupt such a sweet girl.

Personality-wise, she hadn't changed much from what he'd heard. She had gone to Pennsylvania for college, and then came back to Marlow after graduation. She lived in the same house she grew up in, worked at Jen's bookstore, and didn't date anyone, at least not from around here. On the surface, she was still the same sweet, innocent little girl he'd refused to give hope to in high school, but he saw deep in her brown eyes tonight made him think she understood, at least a little bit, the darkness that was slowly enveloping him. His thoughts were still on Kelly as he drifted off to sleep, still sitting outside on the deck.


Chapter Two

Kelly jumped out of bed at six thirty, threw on shorts, a tee shirt and sneakers, and was out the door in five minutes flat. Looking for a way to clear her mind and relax, she'd started running two years ago. It had become part of her life, something she still did every morning before work. When she started, she could only make it a mile before she had to stop, panting and breathless. Now her morning runs were five miles or more, and she loved every minute of it. It not only reduced the tension she'd been feeling, but also gave her a sense of power and control that nothing could match. She followed the same route every day, starting out on the street, and about three miles down the road, following a path through the woods that led back to her house.

Since she ran so early in the morning, she rarely saw a single person during the run. She enjoyed the peace and quiet of utter aloneness. Most of her life, she had been dependent upon others, even afraid to be by herself. The car crash that had claimed her parents when she was just a month old had robbed her of their loving touch forever, and since she had been old enough to understand that terrible injustice, she had clung to her loved ones for dear life, afraid that at any minute, they, too, would be taken from her.

But after high school graduation, her grandmother thought she should broaden her horizons. She urged Kelly to go to college out of state, and was thrilled when the young girl chose a small private college in Pennsylvania. At first, Kelly enjoyed the sense of power her newfound freedom brought. Then, one night just before her graduation, her life was altered in a most painful way. She would never forget that night as long as she lived, and had fought hard to free herself from the depression she'd fallen into shortly after.

She moved back to Marlow, and began seeing a psychiatrist, who helped her to realize that relying on others was not the answer. The only way to truly protect herself was to become an independent woman. Now, two years after the terrible incident, she had finally been able to accomplish just that. She had become her own person, someone she knew she was meant to be. It had only taken her a little longer than most to find her true self.

She had just reached the entrance to her woodland path when she had the strange feeling she wasn't alone. Turning quickly, she scanned the area. There wasn't a soul in sight. Still, the tingling in her stomach wouldn't go away.

"Is anyone there?" She called nervously. "Please show yourself."

No answer came. Hands on her hips, she took another look around, but nothing caught her attention. Still, her newly-found survival instincts kicked in, and she found herself running away from the path, opting to run home back along the street instead. She knew what taking chances did, and she wasn't about to risk her life again.

When she arrived home, she shut and locked the front door, then breathed a sigh of relief. Maybe she was just paranoid. Jen was probably right when she said that Kelly was way too uptight for her own good, and it wasn't healthy. But she had to be careful. If she admitted the truth to herself, she knew she'd been a little skittish since the first flower she found on her windshield. Now, fears she thought she'd been able to pack away deep down in her brain were coming to the surface, causing her to imagine people who weren't really there. She needed to calm down. It was just her overactive imagination getting the best of her. Still, before taking a quick shower, she checked all the windows and doors in her small house, making sure they were shut and locked. She wasn't taking any chances, no matter how remote they were.

The meteorologist had predicted a heat wave heading for the northeastern part of the country, and Kelly could feel the first effects when she left the house for work an hour later. The early morning had been mild and breezy, but now Kelly could feel the heat and humidity that hung in the air. The buzz of the heat bugs promised a scorcher of a day.

Kelly turned the air conditioner in her car on full blast for the ride to work. She wasn't looking forward to spending the day in the tiny, stuffy bookshop. On days like this, they had to open the few windows, turn on several fans, and hope for the best. Jen had contemplated getting a window air conditioner, but the building was old, and the landlord wasn't sure if the electric wiring would offer enough power to run the system, so they suffered through the erratic New England summers, knowing that the terribly humid days were few and far between.

They hadn't noticed the heat as much when they were kids. Marlow being a coastal town, they had their pick of beaches when the weather got to be impossible to bear. They spent the long days of summer in the cool of the ocean, soaking up the rays of the hot sun. As adults, they had responsibilities they couldn't ignore, so the beckoning ocean water would have to wait.

Marlow was a tourist town, a favorite place for vacationers from around the globe looking for good seafood in a quaint New England town. Businesses thrived in the summers with the influx of sightseers wanting souvenirs of their travels. Most of the residents of Marlow benefited greatly in one way or another from the surge in summer business, but complaints about the tourist traffic abounded. Kelly was cursing them herself this morning as she drove all through Main Street, trying in vain to find a parking place close to the bookstore.

She finally had to settle for a space in the public lot, which was about half a mile from the bookstore. She grabbed her purse off the seat next to her, and set off into the growing heat of the July morning. She was sweating by the time she approached the bakery, and the hum of the air conditioner promised a brief respite from the oppressing humidity. Taking only a second to think about it, she quickly entered the shop under the guise of bringing breakfast to Jen and Craig, Jen's part-time stock boy.

She perused the many display cases while waiting in line, knowing she should choose something healthy for breakfast. When she finally had her turn at the counter, she surprised herself by ordering a dozen donuts instead of the usual bran muffin or bagel she knew she should get. Well, Jen and Craig would be happy, even if the donuts were loaded with artery-clogging fat. Kelly would have to make sure she didn't eat more than one, or else all her running would be for naught.

She spun around to leave with her purchases, and ran straight into the customer in line behind her, knocking the bag out of his hands. It landed on the floor with a crinkle of paper, and Kelly bent down to pick it up. The person she'd bumped also bent, grabbing the package and sliding it back into his hands before Kelly could reach it. Momentarily stunned by her clumsiness, it took Kelly a few moments to regain her voice.

"I am so sorry!" She apologized, standing up from the ground. It was then that she noticed whom she had run into. Standing in front of her, a lopsided grin on his face was her former high school English teacher.

"Where's the fire, Kelly?" Collin Riley joked. Mr. Riley had been a favorite teacher of a lot of the students at Marlow High School. The boys liked his easygoing nature, while the girls admired his curly brown hair, deep, dark eyes, and strong chin.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Riley. I was in such a hurry to get to work that I guess I wasn't watching where I was going." Kelly said.

"Don't think about it for another second. I was probably standing a little too close, and didn't give you much room to turn around." He eased, immediately making her feel better about her error. "Please, you've been out of high school for seven years now. Don't you think you should drop the formality? Call me Colin."

As often as he'd said that in the years since graduation, Kelly still wasn't able to do it. Calling him by his first name seemed a bit too familiar.

"So, how have you been? I haven't seen you for a couple of weeks." He asked. During the school year he was a regular patron of Jen's store, and Kelly saw him several times each week. When summer came and school let out, he stopped in much more infrequently.

"Great. How is Mimi?" Kelly asked, referring to his wife. He had broken a lot of hearts in Marlow when he announced his engagement to Mimi Fredrickson a year ago. They made a stunning couple, and seemed to have the perfect relationship.

"We're separated." He blurted, shocking Kelly into silence. "She's living with her sister in Florida for a while."

Kelly didn't know what to say. She had thought that they were meant for each other, that their love would last forever. Now, less than a year after their fairytale wedding, it seemed that there was no hope even for them.

"I know it's probably not what you expected to hear." He explained after seeing Kelly's expression. "But we hadn't been getting along for some time now. Its for the best."

"Oh." Was all Kelly could manage. She was still stunned from the news he'd sprung on her.

"I was wondering, would you maybe want to go out for dinner some time, maybe catch up on old times?" He asked hesitantly, looking expectantly at Kelly for a reply.

"I really can't." She answered, disbelieving what she had heard. "I'm not dating right now. I'm just too busy with work this summer to go out at all."

"Oh, okay. Well, if you change your mind, you know where to find me." He spoke softly, sounding dejected. She instantly felt bad for him, but she couldn't help it. There were so many reasons for her rejection, and she didn't have time to explain them all to him right now.

"I have to get to work. You know how Jen is when she's kept waiting too long." Kelly said quickly, needing to get out of the uncomfortable situation. She couldn't think of him as anything more than a teacher, and accepting a date would feel wrong.

"Sure. I'll see you later." He said cheerily, seeming to recover from her rejection quickly. As she walked by, though, he grasped her elbow with his hand, and held her a little too long. She pulled away from his touch, trying her best to keep a smile on her face, and dashed out of the bakery to the bookstore two doors down.

"Finally!" Jen laughed as Kelly burst through the door. "What took you so long?"

"You will never guess what just happened to me." Kelly cried, setting the bag of donuts on the counter. "I just ran into Mr. Riley, and he asked me out!"

"No way!" Jen squealed. "Isn't he married?"

"Separated, apparently." Kelly told her. "But still, I can't go out with someone I had as a teacher."

"Why not?" Jen questioned, surprising Kelly. "You've been out of school for seven years, and he's a hottie. I wouldn't have thought twice about spending some quality time with him."

"How can you think of him like that?" Kelly shot out, disgusted. "I could never look at him and think of anything other than the man who forced me to read Shakespeare."

"Any excuse not to date." Jen muttered, laughing to herself. "If you keep this up, Kelly, you're going to become a spinster."

"I don't care." Kelly retorted indignantly. "Besides, the way he talked to me gave me the creeps."

"Uh huh." Jen said under her breath, not believing Kelly's excuse. She'd known Kelly long enough to know when she was stalling. "One of these days, you're going to meet someone who will change your mind about men."

"And when I do, you'll be the first to know." Kelly smiled sweetly at Jen. "But I'm not going to date every bachelor in Marlow to find him."

"Good morning, Kelly." Craig Jasper called eagerly, walking into the front of the shop from the storage room in the back.

"Morning, Craig." Kelly returned the greeting sincerely. Craig was one of the nicest guys she'd ever met, and she'd be sorry to see him go when he left for college in September. Jen had hired him at the beginning of the summer at the request of her cousin, Nancy, who was Craig's girlfriend. Craig had needed a flexible job to save some money toward his upcoming college expenses, so Nancy suggested he offer Jen his services. Needing the help during the busy summer season, Jen had readily agreed. In the short time he'd been with them, he'd become irreplaceable, working extra hours, and filling in whenever one of the girls needed a day off.

On the surface, he reminded Kelly of a typical California surfer. He had golden blond hair he wore straight to his shoulders, deeply tanned skin, and a lean but muscular physique. At six foot three, he towered over both Kelly and Jen. Even though he spoke in the slang of today's American teen, Kelly knew that was just an act. He was actually quite a bit more intelligent than he was willing to admit. He had been class valedictorian, and would be attending Dartmouth College in the fall. He also had a terrific sense of humor, and made the days at work easier to bear.

"I hear you on the whole teacher thing." He told Kelly, smiling sheepishly.

"Somebody has a little crush!" Jen whispered when Craig had returned to the back room. "Why don't you ask him out?"

"No way. He's way too young for me, and he has a girlfriend who just happens to be your cousin." Kelly said. "Besides, he was just being nice. Someone has to agree with me around here."

"You sure don't know how to read the signals men send out." Jen said, and Kelly couldn't help but agree that she was impaired in that department. If she'd been able to read the signals, she might not have gotten herself into the mess she had found herself in a few years ago.

The day continued with a steady stream of customers, and when four o'clock came Kelly couldn't believe it was time to close the shop. She helped Jen with the last of the evening chores, and the two headed out the door.

"What are you up to tonight?" Kelly asked Jen, hoping for some company. She wasn't much feeling like being alone tonight.

"Michael is coming over for dinner, and he promised to spend the night. Don't know how fresh I'll be in the morning." Jen winked, a crooked smile on her face. "What about you?"

"The usual." Kelly replied softly, which Jen knew meant sitting alone at home, curled up in bed with a book.

"I don't think so." Jen said, with a sly tone to her voice. "I hate to be the one to break the news to you, Kel, but you're getting a little dull. You're twenty-five, not eighty-five, and it's time you acted like it."

"I'm happy with my life just the way it is." Kelly insisted, but Jen wasn't about to back down. She was sick of seeing her best friend in the whole world wither away before her eyes. No matter how much Kelly tried to convince her she was healed, Jen knew that she wasn't even close. At this rate, she would fully retreat into her shell in no time, and Jen wouldn't be able to do a thing to help her. She needed to give Kelly a push to get on with her life.

"No excuses tonight." Jen prodded. "Get your butt out there, and have some fun! There are plenty of places for a single, attractive girl like you to meet the man of her dreams. You'll never know unless you try."

As the two went their separate ways, Kelly thought a lot about what Jen had said. For the first time in a very long time, Kelly wondered if what Jen told her was true. Was she really wasting her life away, sitting at home by herself every night, when she should be out doing what most single girls her age were doing? She didn't feel like going crazy tonight, but it wouldn't hurt to do something out of the ordinary for once. She might even find she enjoyed it.

Before she could change her mind, she drove into the parking lot of The Diamond Room, one of the nicer local bars, where she hoped she might run into someone she knew. She took a seat at the bar and ordered a glass of white wine, sipping slowly and enjoying it thoroughly. It wasn't often that she let herself indulge like this, and she was sure going to give it all she could. She looked around the bar and dance floor for familiar faces, but found none. Suddenly, a hand on her shoulder gave her a start.

"Hey, there." Purred a deep voice from behind her. She turned her head, and found herself looking into the icy blue eyes of her former high school classmate, Tony Graves. She mentally rolled her eyes, smelling the pungent stench of alcohol on his breath.

"Hi, Tony." She said curtly, not caring to speak with him for any length of time. He had always been, and would always be, a first class jerk. He and Jake Warren had been partners in crime in high school, literally as well as figuratively. Now they were partners on the Marlow police force.

"Long time, no see, Kel." He continued. "Wanna dance?"

"No, thanks." Kelly declined politely, turning back to her drink. She thought he'd take the hint, but instead he sat down on the bar stool next to her. He signaled for the bartender, and ordered a beer.

"Fine. We'll just sit here instead." He said, giving a small shrug. He lounged against the bar, lazily sipping the beer and gazing intently at Kelly.

"You've sure gotten pretty since high school." He told her, skimming a large hand through his short brown hair. "I never expected you to look so damn good."

"Tony, I'm not in the mood for company, so if you'll excuse me..." She tried to explain, but he wouldn't have any of it.

"Sweetheart, you wouldn't have come in here all alone if you weren't looking for company."

"Why are you so sure I'm alone?" She asked, trying to keep the anger out of her voice. She didn't want to make a scene in front of all these people.

"Sweetheart, I saw you walk in and sit down all by your lonesome. You don't look like you're waiting for anybody. Come on, just one dance, that's all I want." He finished his beer, and didn't waste a beat ordering another one. He was beginning to slur his words, and his eyelids were starting to droop.

"No, Tony. I'm going to sit right here and enjoy my drink. By myself." Kelly hissed, leaning in close to be heard over the pulsating music. "And if you call me sweetheart one more time, you're going to lose a limb."

"Wow, feisty! I never knew you had it in you." He laughed. "Do you know how much that turns me on?"

Oh, hell! Kelly thought. How am I going to get out of this one?

"You know what? I'm going to go home now. We can catch up when you're sober." She told him. She got up, threw a couple of dollars on the bar to cover her drink, and took a direct path to the front door. She made a beeline for her car, dug out her keys, and unlocked the door.

"You're not leaving yet." She heard a familiar whisper behind her. She turned and found Tony standing a few feet behind her, still holding his beer. She was suddenly feeling sick to her stomach.

"How much have you had to drink tonight, Tony?" She inquired, starting to get a more than a little worried. She was in a poorly lit parking lot, alone with a man twice her size who had probably consumed enough alcohol to kill a horse. Not the best situation to get herself into. She was sure Jen hadn't had this in mind when she had told Kelly that she needed more excitement in her life.

"What are you, my mother?" Tony asked sarcastically. Kelly could see the sudden glint of rage in his eyes. "I don't need some broad telling me how much I can handle. I know my limits."

He advanced on Kelly, backing her up against the side of the car. She had to force herself not to show him she was afraid. She tried in vain to calm her wildly thumping heart. She could see Tony's rock solid muscles under the tight knit shirt he was wearing. She knew he could overpower her in an instant. She also knew he had an explosive temper, like a time bomb set to go off at the slightest disturbance. But what scared her most of all was his choice of profession, and the fact that his father was the chief of police in Marlow. Somehow, Kelly didn't think he would take her word over his beloved son if it came to that.

She lifted her hands to his chest to push him away, but it was a lost cause. Pushing against his chest was like trying to move a brick wall. She couldn't even budge him an inch. She was just about to scream, when suddenly Tony was grabbed from behind and flung to the ground next to Kelly's car. When he fell, he slammed his head into the metal of the back door so hard Kelly was afraid there'd be a dent.

"Hey man, what'd you do that for?" Tony whined at his assailant, sitting up and rubbing the back of his head. "I'm gonna have a knot on my head for a week."

Kelly tore her gaze from Tony to the man who'd saved her pride, and maybe a lot more tonight. She was surprised to see it was Jake Warren, pacing a small area near her car, and running his fingers through his thick, black hair. He looked furious.

"What were you thinking?" He yelled, giving Kelly a start. It took her a moment to realize he was talking to her.

"Me?" She yelled back. "Your partner just attacked me!"

"You knew what he was like as a kid; we all knew he'd never change; why would you come out here in this deserted parking lot alone with him at this time of the night?" Jake demanded, not able to conceal the anger in his voice.

"I didn't. I came out here to get away from him, and he followed me." Kelly answered, allowing as much hatred into her voice as she could muster. "You people make me sick! How is a woman supposed to feel safe in this town with cops like him? And you, defending him? I thought you were better than that. How anyone could call you a good cop is beyond me. Why don't you protect innocent citizens, instead of drunken detectives?"

"What do you think I was doing?" Jake snarled. "Look, I'm sorry I accused you of going with him voluntarily. I didn't know you hadn't left the bar together. All I saw was him all over you, and you trying to push him away. With his track record, I just assumed you'd invited him out here with you, and things got a little carried away."

Seeing that she was about to yell at him again, he raised his hand to stop her from speaking. She shot him a dagger-filled look, but kept quiet.

"I believe you, so don't go trying to make me into the bad guy here, okay?" He said, sounding exasperated. "Did he hurt you?"

Kelly looked down at Tony, who'd passed out on the ground by her feet. "Not physically. He just scared me. A lot."

Jake didn't know what to say. He was used to Tony's behavior, but usually it was with women who expected it rough. Sweet little Kelly Carter was obviously not his type. He looked her over, making sure she hadn't been injured. She said she was fine, but he noticed her whole body trembling. She had such a look of shattered innocence about her, and he suddenly had an unreasonable urge to pull her to him and sooth away all her fears. This feeling took him by surprise, and shook him to his very core. This was definitely the wrong time to be having such thoughts, and Kelly was definitely the wrong woman. Still, it took all his will to refrain from touching her. She intrigued him, always had. But the urge to know the real Kelly Carter was stronger now than ever, even more than he'd felt for any other woman he'd known. Why now, and why this particular woman?

The answer was simple. He had walked into a situation that could have easily turned into an assault, had he not stopped Tony when he did. Now he couldn't help but think of Kelly as a victim, and wanted to protect her from the pain he saw in her eyes. He took a step toward her, but she jerked away from his touch. He wondered what was going on inside her head. She wasn't in danger any longer, so why couldn't she seem to relax? She looked like a deer caught in the headlights of an oncoming car, too afraid to move. He looked down at Tony, who was starting to stir. His analysis of Kelly's condition would have to wait. First, he had to get his inebriated partner a ride home. He took out his cell phone and dialed Chief Graves' home number.

"Chief, its Jake Warren." He spoke into the phone when the Chief answered. "Have a little problem with Tony over at The Diamond Room again...Yeah, he's passed out on the ground right now...okay, I'll just leave him here, you'll be able to find him easily...oh? Hold on, I'll ask her."

"Do you want to press charges?" He asked Kelly, covering the mouthpiece of the phone. She knew it wouldn't be worth the aggravation. Chief Graves would never believe it was anything more that a misunderstanding, and Tony could make her life hell if it went as far as court. She shook her head at Jake.

"No, Chief, she doesn't...okay, I'll see you in the morning." Jake hung up the phone. "Come on, I'll give you a ride home."

"No. I have my car, and I can drive myself." Kelly stated coldly, opening her car door and sliding behind the wheel. "Thank you for helping me tonight. I guess I got in a little over my head."

She slammed the door, thrust the keys into the ignition, and started the car. Then, she embarrassed herself even further by bursting into uncontrollable sobs. She sat there for what seemed like hours before she heard a rap on her window. She looked up and saw Jake standing outside the car. In his eyes, she saw the last thing she wanted right now or ever: pity. Still, she didn't say a word when he opened the door and led her out of her car, and into the passenger seat of his truck. She kept her mouth shut when he closed the door, went back to her car for her purse and keys, and then got behind the wheel of his own vehicle. She was mute as he pulled out of the parking lot and headed in the direction of her house.

When they arrived, he told her to stay where she was. He jogged around to the passenger side, and opened the door for her.

"You don't need to walk me to the door. I think I can make it from here." Kelly protested as he led her up the stone walk to the front door of her little white house.

"I want to make sure you get in okay." He explained, keeping pace with her as she walked. "I'm sure you had the scare of your life tonight."

That statement did it for Kelly. She forgot all that had happened to frighten her tonight. She looked down at her clenched fists before raising her eyes to meet his, no longer frightened, but instead very, very angry. Seeing the rage in her expression, Jake involuntarily took a step back.

"The scare of my life, huh?" She yelled at the top of her lungs, not caring if she woke any of the neighbors. "You have no idea what you're talking about. What do you think I am, some insipid twit who can't handle herself around men? Believe me, I have been through far worse than anything your drunk, idiotic friend could ever do to me, and I'm still standing. I will be fine. All I need is a few minutes to compose myself, and what happened earlier will be a distance memory."

Jake was shocked at Kelly's sudden burst of anger. One minute she was half scared out of her mind, then the next she was yelling at him like he'd been the one to attack her. He couldn't imagine what she'd been through to make her so jumpy, but from the fury in her eyes, he had to assume that it must have been pretty bad. The detective in him took over, wanting all the facts of the situation, curious as to why she behaved this way. What had caused her to react to his simple statement the way she had?

"Whoa, calm down for a minute. Something tells me this is no longer about Tony." Jake said softly. "Did something else happen that you want to tell me about?"

"Look, I told you I don't want to press charges. That's it, end of case, time to go home now." Kelly said hotly. "Back off, Warren. I don't need you butting into my personal business. If you don't mind, I need to get some sleep."

Before he could open his mouth, she slammed the door shut in his face.

"Typical woman." He muttered. "One minute they're all helpless and sweet, the next thing you know, they've turned into Medusa."

Annoyed, he climbed into his truck and sped away, leaving tire marks on the street in front of Kelly's house. Apparently Kelly had changed very much from the shy little waif he'd known in high school. Now, she was just as angry all the rest. That was something he surely didn't need any part of in this lifetime. He would be glad to put the whole incident behind him.

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The man stood at the edge of the woods, waiting for a light to appear in Kelly's window. The house was completely dark and silent, as it had been two hours ago when he first arrived, expecting to catch a glimpse of his love as she arrived home from work. But she was nowhere to be found. His patience was wearing thin. Where could she be? It was unlike her to be this late. He could feel a slow burning anger building in his stomach. She had no right to do this to him. She should be here now, dressing for bed. Not out on the town, while he stood in the bug-filled trees, waiting. He was about to leave when he heard the rumble of a car engine in front of the house.

Moving silently and efficiently through the brush along the perimeter of the yard, he made his way to the side of the house where he could see her driveway. It shocked him when he watched Detective Jake Warren help her out of his truck and walk her to the door. At first, he thought he must be seeing things. Kelly didn't keep company with men, at least not men like Warren. He was too rough around the edges for such a fair lady. Was she attracted to Warren? The man didn't think so, but one could never be sure. He knew it was entirely possible that she would someday forget her fears, and date again, but when it seemed to have finally happened, he wasn't ready for it.

The man realized he didn't have as much time as he thought. If Kelly were seriously interested in the detective, he would have to work hard and fast to show her what was right. Tonight, the man knew that this was no longer a game. It had become an all-consuming quest to make the woman of his dreams see him for love of her life that he was. If he couldn't prove it to her soon, he would lose her forever. And he would be damned if a lesser man would be allowed to take his place.

"Soon, Kelly." He whispered into the night. "We will be together forever."

He crept down the path to the other side of the woods, where his car waited along a private dirt road.


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