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THE FIELDS OF ABRAHAM

1.

Jacob came into the small bookstore to get out of the brutal cold, and because he had an empty hour or two to fill up, and because (not least) he hoped Oscar Ziegler would give him another book.

The door snapped shut on snow and ice. The shop was heated by a modern basement coal furnace, the air perfumed with dust and paper and hot iron. Jacob, sixteen years old and numb inside his inadequate cloth coat, shivered with the particular chill of warming. He felt like an intruder in some exotic desert kingdom.

There were, as he had hoped, no other customers in the store. Oscar Ziegler sat alone behind the cash desk, snug in the heat. Ziegler's eyeglasses glinted over his fat cheeks when he smiled. "Jacob! You look miserable. Come in, come in, put your coat on the ladder to dry. Take a seat."

Ziegler, as usual, was hoping for a game of chess. Jacob, as usual, would oblige him. On the street, chess was a way to make money. Here, chess was the price of a book. Actually buying a book was out of the question. Every penny Jacob gleaned from his chess wagers and his language lessons served to feed and clothe and shelter himself and his sister Rachel. Books were frivolous. Although he loved them.

Jacob's father had been a scholar in Europe, a ragman in Canada until he died two years ago. From his father Jacob had learned Yiddish and English, French and Italian, German, even a little Latin. Jacob had the ear for language, just as he had the head for chess. He taught English to new immigrants and their families for ten cents an hour. He played chess with the old men in the Ward for penny bets. In summer, the chess paid more than the language lessons. In winter, the lessons more than the chess.

He did not discriminate in either chess or language. He had tipped his king to impoverished Russian nobles; he had taught English to the pockmarked Ruthenian boy who lit the Shabbas torches.

The year that had begun (by the Christian calendar) just two weeks ago was 1911. Two prime numbers, Jacob observed, 19 and 11. Add them together, you got 30. The sum of two primes was always an even number -- but even the mathematician Fermat had failed to produce a proof of that statement.

Numbers sometimes tormented him, just as demons tormented his sister.

Oscar Ziegler, who owned the bookshop and was its sole employee, lived in the rooms above the shop and was never seen in the street. He was in other ways equally inscrutable. His age, for instance. He was a short and burly man, gray-haired but not much wrinkled. He might have been forty, or sixty, or older. He wore an old-fashioned frock coat and ties that would have been grotesquely colorful if they hadn't faded to pastel. He seldom talked about himself or his past. His name sounded German to Jacob, but the very faint trace of a European accent in his voice was oddly liquid, almost Catalonian. He loved books and chess and opera, and would talk knowledgeably about Coleridge or Steinitz or Nellie Melba. But when had he ever ventured far enough from his heated cave to hear an opera? He had hired a woman to bring him groceries.

Jacob watched Ziegler set up the chessboard in a clear space on the desk. Jacob took the footstool for a chair. At sixteen, he had still not reached his full height. His shoulders barely reached the rim of the desk. Ziegler's creaking wooden accountant's chair became, from this perspective, as magisterial as a throne.

Ziegler put out his clenched fists with a pawn in each. Jacob touched a pale knuckle of Ziegler's left hand. Black.

The game was interesting at first. Ziegler worked through the book opening and Jacob arrayed his pieces in a crenellated defense that left him prepared to take advantage of any weakness in his opponent's position. Briefly, then, he was oblivious to his surroundings, letting the possibilities of the board focus his attention. It was like entering a trance -- a chess trance, as Jacob thought of it. He watched Ziegler attempting to dig canals in the black defenses but at the same time exposing faults of his own, tiny channels of opportunity down which a single pawn might flow far enough to threaten the ivory king.

Past a certain point -- in this case, a pawn sacrifice that put Ziegler's bishop at the rim of the board -- the conclusion was foregone. Ziegler, however, chose to play to the end, smiling placidly as a Buddha at his own losses. Jacob returned a part of his attention to the prosaic reality of the bookshop. He felt drained, pleasantly tired. He wondered if this absolute absorption was how Rachel's trances felt, though hers were deeper and vastly more traumatic. Rachel sometimes stared into space for an hour or two at a time, her eyes tracking nothing at all. Sometimes she screamed.

"Did you read the book?" Ziegler asked, playing lazily now.

The last book Ziegler had given him was The Stolen Bacillus and Other Incidents, by H. G. Wells. A volume of strange stories. Jacob had indeed read the book, and enjoyed it immensely, although he had been forced to sell it for twenty-five cents to help make up the December rent. "Yes," he said.

"Did you find a particular favorite, Jacob?"

He told Ziegler his favorite story had been "The Remarkable Case of Davidson's Eyes," in which a man's vision was displaced halfway across the world, so that he could see the Antipodes Islands (or the deeps of the sea) as he stumbled blindly through urban London.

Ziegler smiled at that. "I think I prefer the title story, or The Moth.' But you're right, The Remarkable Case' is excellent. What did you like about it?"

"There was a line in the story. Davidson says, 'It seems to me that I see too much.' " It made him think of his sister and her bad spells.

When Rachel was in the grip of her madness she saw and spoke to things and persons no one else could see. There was something almost comforting in the idea that she might only be gazing into the deeps of a distant ocean, reacting with comprehensible fear to the creatures that lived there.

Inevitably, Ziegler's king succumbed to Jacob's siege. Almost too much time had passed. Rachel would be home from the factory. She didn't like to be alone. She wouldn't eat if Jacob wasn't there.

Ziegler thanked him for the game and said, "I owe you another book. You like Wells? I have another Wells. The Time Machine and Other Stories. Take it with you."

Jacob accepted the volume and tucked it under his shirt. He pulled his coat around himself and turned to the door, in which was set a rippled windowpane lacquered with ice. Outside, night had fallen.

"Thank you," he said.

"Come again," Ziegler said.

Jacob trudged through fresh falling snow along the narrow and torch-lit alleys of that part of the city called the Ward: north from the railway station, west of Yonge Street; east of University (unless you counted all the Macedonians around Eastern Avenue), south of College. Even in the cold, the Ward stank of privy pits and box closets. Shack flats over bare soil fronted the unpaved laneways. The snow had grown in dunes over broken stovepipes and heaps of rags.

The building he called home was hardly more than a shed. It was, by the standards of the Ward, not too bad. Small, narrow, dark, and impossible to heat, but better than the crowded boardinghouses on Elm Street.

He found his sister huddling by the woodstove. Rachel had lit more than a dozen candles and placed them randomly about the room. Bent under her shawl, she looked eighty. She was seventeen, a year older than Jacob himself.

"You're late," she said.

He heated a stew of vegetables and fish over the stove and served it in porcelain bowls. Rachel ate less than half of what he gave her. She was listless and silent. Jacob didn't mind the silence. He knew it wouldn't last. He used the opportunity to look at the book Ziegler had given him. But some philosophical people have been asking why three dimensions particularly -- why not another direction at right angles to the other three? -- and have even tried to construct a Four-Dimensional geometry....

Later, she opened the door and walked to the latrine. When fifteen minutes passed and she hadn't returned, Jacob sighed and went to look for her. He found her squatting in the outhouse with her skirts raked up, snow settling on her thighs like lacework. She shivered, but her eyes were fixed with rapt attention on nothing at all. He covered her and walked her back inside.

"You're sick, Rachel," he said. "Settle down."

She lay on her mattress and buried herself in blankets. "No, I'm not sick."

"You're not yourself."

"I'm the Queen of the Moon, and you can go fuck yourself."

"Don't talk like that."

"I'll talk any way I like."

"I have to go out tonight," he said. "Will you be all right by yourself?"

"Of course I will."

So she said. But she was irritable, not a good sign, and she mumbled to herself under her breath, an even worse omen. He was afraid she would hurt herself or set fire to the building. But he couldn't warn her against those things because that would put ideas into her head, and then, God forbid, if something did happen, the fault would be his.

Rachel had been strange even before Mama and Papa died. Even as a small child: moody, often inarticulate, physically awkward. Papa had said there was a history of madness on his side of the family. Madness and genius: men who studied the Kaballah or wrote romantic poetry or killed themselves with pistols. Papa had been a scholar. Jacob was, in his way, a scholar too. Mama had been an ordinary woman, a doctor's daughter from Lodz. Rachel had inherited the madness.

Madness wasn't so colorful at close quarters. Jacob had seen his sister tear off her clothing and rake her skin with her fingernails until she bled. Everything Jacob had witnessed of madness was ugly, demeaning, and obscene.

His fear was that Rachel's deepening dementia would make it impossible for her to work, and what would they do then?

He tucked the blanket around his sister and hoped the warmth of it would coax her to sleep. Then he buttoned his cloth coat and walked through the falling snow to the rented room of Carlo Taglieri.

Taglieri always called Jacob "the Jew" -- not in a brutal way, but persistently, as if challenging him.

Taglieri's curse was his harelip, his short leg, and his temper. He wasn't popular. People shunned him. He was thirty years old and unmarried. He lived in this dank room on Chandler Street, alone except for a bony black cat named Brivio.

"It's the Jew," Taglieri told Brivio as he opened the door. Taglieri spoke the Italian of Pisticci, his hometown. He wore a threadbare woolen sweater. "Come in, Jacob."

Like most of Jacob's students, Taglieri had attempted the English class at the Settlement House but had left in frustration. Taglieri was one of those people who translated everything in his head: if you said cat he would rummage through his mental ledgers until he found gatto. But by that time you might have said a dozen more words, of which he had registered none.

"English, please," Jacob said.

"Welcome," Taglieri told him.

Over the last several months Jacob had managed to impart to Taglieri a decent number of English verbs and nouns, which Taglieri had duly committed to memory. Currently he was strangling on tenses. Tonight Jacob worked through the labyrinth of was and is and will be and has been, hoping for some glimmer of understanding, but he sensed Taglieri stacking the verb forms like bricks, deaf to the music. The hour dragged.

"I was worked at the water mains," Taglieri said suddenly, his ruddy face gone somber and earnest.

"Work," Jacob corrected him. "You work at the water mains." Taglieri dug sewers for the city.

"I work at the the water mains five years--"

Jacob understood that Taglieri was attempting the imperfect tense. "You have worked at the water mains for five years."

"I have worked at the water mains five years and I want -- wanted -- want to asks--"

"Yes?"

"Your sister, your Rachel--"

Jacob said, in Italian, "Just tell me what it is you need to say."

"I'll give you money for her."

Jacob stood up, his heart beating harder, wanting to believe that this time he was the one who hadn't understood. "My sister is not a whore."

"I know, I know! Don't be insulted. Please, please, listen. All I want is companionship. I'm not a proud man, Jacob. You know how it is. The women don't like me, because of my lip, because of the way I walk."

Also, Jacob thought, because of the way Taglieri shouted obscenities at the children in the street, because of the way he smelled, because of the way he bullied anyone smaller than himself and simpered to anyone he feared. Taglieri had a respectable job. He might have married, in spite of everything, if he had cleaned himself up and attended mass once in a while and gone courting in a decent manner. But he wouldn't.

"I know about Rachel," Taglieri said. "She's not good at work, they say. She's a little crazy. She gets angry. Okay, I know all that. What I'm saying is, I can support her. I've worked for the city for five years now. I spend nothing except what it costs to keep this room and feed myself and Brivio."

Jacob said, "You're telling me you want to marry her?"

"Christ, no. I can't marry a Jew. Much less a crazy Jew. What would people think? She would be my housekeeper."

"Housekeeper."

"Yes."

"I have to go," Jacob said.

"I've hurt your feelings."

Jacob didn't know whether this was sincere or sarcastic. His Italian wasn't sufficiently nuanced. Anyway, with Taglieri, it was always an open question.

"Look," Taglieri said. He took a number of crumpled bills out of his hip pocket. "Five dollars. Everybody else is saving money so they can buy steamship tickets for their families back home. I don't have any family back home. I spend my money on what I want. Five dollars, Jacob. All she has to do is come over and clean the floor. Just one day! Then we'll see how we can get along, Rachel and I."

It was a lot of money.

"No, thank you, Signor Taglieri."

A great deal of money. Thus, obviously, not for the service of scrubbing a floor.

Taglieri added, in English, "Please don't say no."

Jacob closed the door behind him.

2.

The bookstore was closed on Sunday, but Jacob knocked and Ziegler opened the door for him and locked it quickly after.

Outside, the air was bitter and thin. In here, the heat and the smell of the old books made his eyes water. Ziegler's books were all secondhand. They had lost their glossy newness but gained something, Jacob thought, in the rich smell of tobacco and aging paper.

Ziegler set up the chessboard while Jacob confessed his problems with Rachel. He had confided in Ziegler before. Ziegler always listened patiently.

Jacob said, "I wish I could believe she was getting better. There are times when she's almost normal. Other times...."

"She's not getting better," Ziegler said flatly. "She has a disease. In fifty years they'll call it 'schizophrenia' and admit that it's incurable. In a hundred--"

"How do you know that?"

He waved away the question. "Don't count on Rachel getting better, is what I'm saying."

"I can't support her by myself. Even if I could, I can't be with her all the time. If she gets worse she might hurt herself. I don't know how to protect her."

"You can't."

"She's my sister. She doesn't have anyone else."

Ziegler balanced the white queen in his hand, walking it between his fingers like a stage magician with a coin. "There are asylums. Or even this man, what's his name, Tarantula--"

"Taglieri. To be honest, I thought about it. A warm house and decent food, who knows? Maybe it would help her. But taking money for my sister...." He didn't have words to express the vileness of it. And how could it matter if Rachel was warm and well-dressed, when the price was Taglieri forcing himself between her legs every night?

But didn't every married woman face the same troublesome bargain?

Ziegler said, "You know the story in the Bible, the story of Abraham and Isaac?"

"Of course."

"God instructs Abraham to offer his son as a sacrifice. Isaac makes it as far as the chopping block before God changes his mind."

Yes. Jacob had always imagined God a little appalled at Abraham's willingness to cooperate.

Ziegler said, "What's the moral of the story?"

"Faith."

"Hardly," Ziegler said. "Faith has nothing to do with it. Abraham never doubted the existence of God -- how could he? The evidence was ample. His virtue wasn't faith, it wasfealty. He was so simplemindedly loyal that he would commit even this awful, terrible act. He was the perfect foot soldier. The ideal pawn. Abraham's lesson: fealty is rewarded. Not morality. The fable makes morality contingent. Don't go around killing innocent people, that is, unless you're absolutely certain God wants you to. It's a lunatic's credo.

"Isaac, on the other hand, learns something much more interesting. He learns that neither God nor his own father can be trusted. Maybe it makes him a better man than Abraham. Suppose Isaac grows up and fathers a child of his own, and God approaches him and makes the same demand. One imagines Isaac saying, 'No. You can take him if you must, but I won't slaughter my son for you.' He's not the good and faithful servant his father was. But he is, perhaps, a more wholesome human being."

"What does this have to do with Rachel?"

"My point," Ziegler said, "is that sacrifice is a complicated business. If you give Rachel to this Taglieri, are you harming her or helping her? How can you be sure? And if you don't give her up -- if you spend the rest of your enviable youth and all of your innate kindness protecting her from her own lunacy -- have you put yourself on the altar?"

Jacob was startled. "There must be another choice."

Ziegler held out two clenched fists. Two hidden pawns. He smiled. "Choose."

As the game progressed Ziegler said, "I have to tell you something, Jacob. You're the best chess novice I've come across. Not terribly experienced and not subtle at all. But the way you think chess is genuinely remarkable."

"You play very well yourself."

"Thank you. I played Anderssen once, when he was a child."

"Adolph Anderssen, the German master? My father talked about him." Jacob frowned. "But Anderssen was an old man half a century ago."

Ziegler shrugged. "Some other Anderssen, then." The shopkeeper attempted an exchange of queens, which Jacob declined. The end was inevitable now. For once, Ziegler capitulated before the actual checkmate. He tapped his king with a thumbnail and sent it teetering against an impotent rook. Then he sat back in his chair and wrapped his hands over his belly. "You know, Jacob, there's another way to play this game."

"Another way to play chess?"

"A revision of the rules."

"I don't have time."

"Stay. Please. This won't take long."

The coal furnace roared and the bookshop's floorboards moaned with the heat. Jacob let himself be convinced to spend a little more time in the warmth. The game Ziegler proposed was something he called lateral chess: this involved an assumption that the chessboard was (in Ziegler's own strange words) "topographically looped" -- that is, the final squares at the left edge of the board were connected immaterially to the first squares at the right. The rook, for instance, could take a pawn on the rank even with another piece interposed, simply by coming at it from the opposite direction.

Once Jacob grasped the idea, he enjoyed working out the possibilities. In effect, the new rule took away the center of the board. A conventionally dominant position looked suddenly very different: a knight or a bishop could dominate from the rim. Castling became moot.

And this time, Ziegler won the game. Jacob wanted to play again.

"If you like," Ziegler said mildly.

Jacob failed to take note of the dusky winter sky beyond the window. He had always enjoyed his chess trances but he found this kind of chess even more enthralling, if only for its novelty. He longed to abandon himself to it, one more time, one more game, win or lose.... "Good," Ziegler said approvingly as he set up the pieces once more, "but this time we wrap the board in both directions -- rank and file, fore and aft. If one of my pieces reaches your first rank, it can keep going."

In effect, the looped board had become a sphere, a sphere represented on a plane, like a Mercator projection of the Earth. It would have meant instantaneous mutual checkmate if Ziegler had not added a set of first-pass rules. The consequences were subtle, at least until the endgame when the ranks had been thinned; then Ziegler took him with a knight fork Jacob had completely overlooked.

Spherical chess! He longed to play again.

But this time Ziegler wouldn't. "Look at the window, Jacob. The moon is up. You can feel the cold through the walls. Go home. Come see me again next week."

There was no new book this time. But that was all right. Spherical chess was a better gift. Anyway, Jacob hadn't finished The Time Machine and Other Stories.

Rachel had been alone for hours. She stared at him accusingly when he came through the door. She had let the fire in the stove die away to nothing. The shack was brutally cold. The water in the wash pots had grown brittle lids of ice.

3.

The February rent was due, and Jacob worked hard to make up the inevitable shortfall. He taught English to the Goldbergs, the Walersteins, the dimwitted Vincenzo sisters. He crept into Greek and Macedonian coffeehouses to accept bets on his chess prowess. He was punched once by a humiliated Galician dairy worker but escaped before he could be robbed. He developed a hole in his shoe.

Rachel had passed deeply into the orbit of her madness this winter. She was hostile and withdrawn, hardly eating, and Jacob had to remind himself of what she had been when they were younger: Rachel at the Brant Street School, her hair in red ribbons. For all her moodiness, she had seemed golden in those days. She would take Jacob on long walks to the docklands or to the fancy English shops. They had shared stories with each other. Rachel had been a great reader of fairy tales. She had read to him from Struwelpeiter, her favorite book.

In those days it had been possible to eke some kindness out of Rachel, before she closed herself to the world. He couldn't remember the last time she had said a kind word to him, though she sometimes admitted being frightened.

Was she dying? People don't always die all at once, Ziegler had told him. Sometimes they die a little at a time. That makes it hard.

Thursday of that week she came home at noon. Jacob saw her in the window as he was passing on his way to the Settlement House, and that was distressing, because she should have been at the factory. Now, of all times, they couldn't afford the loss of her pay.

"Cobb sent me home," Rachel confessed when he hurried inside. She knotted her hands behind her back, and her voice was like ground glass in butter.

"Why? What for?"

She mumbled something about "the roof," that she had heard "bees on the factory roof."

"Bees?" Jacob said, feeling sick.

"They start fires," Rachel said calmly. "They steal women."

She tried to warn Mr. Cobb but he wouldn't listen. Jacob could imagine the scene altogether too easily. Of course there were no bees on the steep peaked roof of Cobb's attic factory. Only Rachel's demons.

"Cobb fired you?"

Rachel shrugged and nodded.

Jacob turned away from her to hide his fear. He had known this would come. But it had come too soon. He wasn't ready.

When he fixed dinner that night he put Rachel's bowl in front of her without bothering to make sure she ate. She said, "You have a hateful face." And later, "You think you can control me, but you can't."

No, he thought, I can't, but that wouldn't stop him taking care of her, enduring her insults, cleaning her messes. She was his sister. He owed her a certain loyalty. No matter the cost. No matter how often she cursed him or how much he might resent it.

He woke after midnight, shivering. The door was open and the wind pushed it wider, blowing snow against the hissing stove. Rachel's mattress was empty. Jacob pulled on his boots and ran out into the darkness.

He found her a hundred yards down the alley, humming tunelessly and drawing loops and crooked figure-eights in fresh snow with the tip of a broken umbrella. Her fingers were white with the cold. She didn't resist when he steered her back to the shack. She cursed him, but softly, almost affectionately.

"Fuck you, Jacob." The snow lay on her dark, wild hair like a crown. "Fuck you. Fuck you."

The question, Jacob told Ziegler, was not whether she would be happy with Taglieri -- he doubted Rachel would ever be happy again in any meaningful way -- but whether Taglieri would be willing to take care of her when he understood just how profound Rachel's madness had become.

"Of course he won't," the shopkeeper said. "As you well know."

Jacob supposed that was true. "But she could clean his floor. As a temporary job, I mean."

"I suspect your Taglieri won't settle for that. It's not what he has in mind."

"After a day with Rachel, would he still want to take her? I mean," Jacob blushed, "as a woman?"

"Almost certainly not. So you can accept his five dollars, if that's what you're leading up to, and disillusion the poor man. Really, this is none of my business. Let's play chess."

Chess was an unforgivable waste of time, but Jacob wanted to enter a trance, wanted the selfish pleasure of being away from himself, even briefly, and he couldn't do that in the coffeehouses. The deeper Rachel sank into her madness the more Jacob yearned to enter his own private space of mind, as if there were a necessary balance, some equilibrium of sanity.

How to describe the trance to someone who hadn't experienced it? First there was the willed focus of attention, when the chessboard grew to fill the whole of his vision. Then came the evolution of the game itself, a fluid shape in which chessmen moved almost of their own will, like microbes in a drop of water. And, finally, an absolute immersion, as deep and embracing as the Nile.

"Did you read 'The Time Machine,' Jacob?" Ziegler asked.

Jacob nodded, studying the board.

"Intriguing, isn't it? The idea of a higher dimension? Like wrapping the chessboard, in a way. It's a question of perspective, really. Of what the mind is accustomed to."

Jacob said he supposed so.

"You have the talent for it," Ziegler said obscurely.

"Your move," Jacob told him.

And the fugue began. He was distantly aware of Ziegler saying, "One has to admire the bloodlessness of the conquest, given the ruthlessness of the game. A chess piece literally displaces its victim. Such as this pawn of yours. The vanquished piece leaves the plane of the board entirely. But it does not, in a higher sense, cease to exist."

Then the light changed, and Jacob felt as if he was falling in his chair and the bookstore falling along with him, but it wasn't frightening at all; it was as natural as falling asleep.

"Only the rare person," Ziegler said from an incalculable distance, "can rise above the chessboard."

Jacob didn't emerge from the trance but seemed to wake up inside it.

Ziegler had gone to the door of the shop, where warm yellow light flooded through window glass no longer etched with frost.

"Come and see," Ziegler beckoned him.

Jacob stood up, dazed and doubtful, thinking, The game--

But the game didn't matter. This was the game.

He went to the door as Ziegler opened it. He thought of the H. G. Wells story "The Door in the Wall," which had read only yesterday. The story of an elusive, impossible door; a door, Wells had called it, "into peace, into delight, into a beauty beyond dreaming."

There was a garden beyond Oscar Ziegler's door. No, not a garden. A sort of forest. But very strange. A warm, wintergreen-scented breeze flooded the shop. A box of summery yellow light spilled over the worn floorboards.

Jacob decided this was a dream, if a very strange one, and that he wouldn't question it, dreams being what they were.

The explanation Ziegler offered him was worse than no explanation at all.

"It's not a place," the shopkeeper said, "more like the sum of all places, the heir of all times... the afterlife, if you like."

"Heaven?" Jacob asked.

"Ah, Heaven." Ziegler smiled, the strange light warm on his ruddy face. "Suppose there is a Heaven, Jacob. But imagine a Heaven without a God. Heaven as a natural phenomenon. No reward, no punishment, and no moral order. Only an ecology... what you might call a jungle."

Jacob stepped out wonderingly into the golden light.

Copyright © 2000 by Robert Charles Wilson


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