Hi, my name is Donna. I am twenty-two years old, five feet eight tall, and I have long, naturally blonde hair. I've got bright, blue eyes and vital stats of 36C-25-36. Now I may not be everyone's ideal woman but I sure like to make the most of what I've got, and enjoy myself.
I used to have a particular fantasy, and I would like to tell you how I managed to fulfil it--because I reckon there must be loads of other people out there who have the same desire, only possibly they're too shy to talk about it.
My fantasy had brewing in my head for a while until, just after my eighteenth birthday, while I was still at college, I got touched 'down there' by this guy at school. It wasn't a passionate touch, or anything heavy. We were just kissing one evening after school and he rubbed me with his thingy. I think it was accidental, but as we had a falling out a few days later I never got to know for sure. Anyway, that night as I lay in bed I remembered the softness of his touch. I began to dream of a particular sensation, something that he had started within me, something I longed for. As I dreamed, so the sensations started happening in my body. The touch sent electric currents coursing through my body, making my sex muscles contract, making me pant and gasp softly as I reached one orgasm after another. It was the most incredible dream I ever had and the next morning I vowed quietly to myself that one day I would turn that dream into reality.
Anyway, over the next year or so I had a number of boyfriends--as you do when you have a gap year and then hit University. Some lasted a few days, others a few months, but none of them fulfilled the expectations of my dream. Yeah, some of them were pretty good lovers, but I just felt something was missing all the time--and it began to make me worry. I spent night after night fantasising about that sensation. I could make it happen in my dreams--dreams that sometimes occurred only a few hours after making love to some guy or other. In fact, after such dreams I would waken to find the sheet on my bed not damp, but wet with my excitement. I would be flushed in the face from the excitement I had experienced in my slumber, and I would often wake up breathless. Yet, when I made love to a man I largely remained inactive until the moment of climax when I would feel something happen and lie back unsatisfied while the man would reach his own peak and tell me how fantastic it had been. As those years at University passed, I withdrew from the passion of sex, sensing somehow that I would never experience my fantasy in anything other than my dream world.
As my foreboding intensified, so I began to lose interest. I would go to parties and, on occasion, meet up with some guy or other. We'd go back to his place and cuddle and then I'd switch off while he did his thing. I'd make the right noises and so forth, and make out everything was fine, but deep inside I went unfulfilled. That was until I was at one particular party where I met Peter. Peter was tall, dark and handsome and we were instantly attracted to each other, possibly because we seemed to be the only two people at the party who were unattached. Peter had recently split up from his partner and was looking sad. We chatted and danced and at the end of the evening I went off with him.
I knew it was going to be the same old story--coffee, a kiss and cuddle, and then twenty minutes or so of bedroom activity before he'd fall asleep having achieved his orgasm, while I would lie there awake for most of the night wondering why the hell I'd fallen for the old trick yet again.
Anyway, we got to the bit where he'd invited me back to his pad and I'd agreed. I'd had a fair bit to drink--I usually did, and wasn't going to mind one bit about being shagged by this really attractive, tall, dark man. I'd danced with him and felt his manhood rub against me and figured he was on the large side. I'd always liked a large man, both in terms of length and size, and I'd got used to getting a sense of size from a slow dance. I knew, from experience, he was not going to fulfil my fantasy but hey, I like sex anyway, and a big thick dick is better than a small floppy one. I could still have fun, even if I remained unfulfilled at the end of the day.
"So, Donna,' he asked as he drove, 'what kind of things do you like to do?' We'd already agreed that we liked each other and wanted to have sex.
"I'm into most things, and I'm usually quite dominant. I like being on top, that sort of thing.'
"I see.' He drove a while longer. 'And do you find being the leader helps you enjoy what you are doing?' I hadn't been asked this before.
"I don't know. I guess it makes me feel more secure, especially when I'm with someone I don't know that well. No offence.'
"None taken. It's just been my own experience that most of the women I have been with prefer to be the follower, rather than the leader. Many say it helps their enjoyment.'
"Hmm, I'm not sure.' I wasn't feeling worried, it was just something I didn't get to think about often. Most blokes I'd had wanted to be led into it. They wanted me to act--to do things, such as a blowjob, hand job, or whatever. Often they told me what they wanted and I did what was asked of me. Then, when they'd done what they wanted, that was the end of the session.
"Oh go on, you can trust me, you know. I am far too well known to do anything daft like try to hurt you. Also, my block of apartments has a security camera on the front door so any bonehead of a copper could see you came in with me. I'd be daft to do anything and anyway I can't afford to lose my reputation, or my liberty for that matter.'
"I guess so.'
We arrived at his apartment. It was luxurious, as he owned the penthouse apartment right at the top of the five-storey building. He served coffee and we sat on the black leather sofa.
"Okay,' I said as the cups were emptied, 'what would you like to do.' This was my normal ploy--it gave me security.
"Well, first off I'd like you to trust me and relax. I can't enjoy this properly, and nor can you, if we can't trust each other.'
"Fair enough. I saw the camera, so I guess I can trust you. Now what?'
"Well, basically do whatever I ask you to do, without question, without hesitating, and above all without making a sound, except for the sounds of arousal. I assure you, you will make plenty of those sounds.'
"Yeah,' I tried to sound enthusiastic but I already knew I would be unfulfilled.
"One more thing, please do not fake your arousal. Only by knowing what is real, and by sensing what is happening to you, can I satisfy you. Do you understand?'
"Yeah. Okay then, let's get started.'
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